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- 1861
-
- SILAS MARNER
-
- by George Eliot
-
- PART ONE
-
-
- CHAPTER ONE
-
- IN the days when the spinning-wheels hummed busily in the farmhouses-
- and even great ladies, clothed in silk and thread-lace, had their toy
- spinning-wheels of polished oak- there might be seen, in districts far
- away among the lanes, or deep in the bosom of the hills, certain pallid
- undersized men, who, by the side of the brawny country-folk, looked like
- the remnants of a disinherited race. The shepherd's dog barked fiercely
- when one of these alien-looking men appeared on the upland, dark against
- the early winter sunset; for what dog likes a figure bent under a heavy
- bag?- and these pale men rarely stirred abroad without that mysterious
- burden. The shepherd himself, though he had good reason to believe that
- the bag held nothing but flaxen thread, or else the long rolls of strong
- linen spun from that thread, was not quite sure that this trade of
- weaving, indispensable though it was, could be carried on entirely
- without the help of the Evil One. In that far-off time superstition
- clung easily round every person or thing that was at all unwonted, or
- even intermittent and occasional merely, like the visits of the pedlar
- or the knife-grinder. No one knew where wandering men had their homes or
- their origin; and how was a man to be explained unless you at least knew
- somebody who knew his father and mother? To the peasants of old times,
- the world outside their own direct experience was a region of vagueness
- and mystery: to their untravelled thought a state of wandering was a
- conception as dim as the winter life of the swallows that came back with
- the spring; and even a settler, if he came from distant parts, hardly
- ever ceased to be viewed with a remnant of distrust, which would have
- prevented any surprise if a long course of inoffensive conduct on his
- part had ended in the commission of a crime; especially if he had any
- reputation for knowledge, or showed any skill in handicraft. All
- cleverness, whether in the rapid use of that difficult instrument the
- tongue, or in some other art unfamiliar to villagers, was in itself
- suspicious: honest folks, born and bred in a visible manner, were mostly
- not overwise or clever- at least, not beyond such a matter as knowing
- the signs of the weather; and the process by which rapidity and
- dexterity of any kind were acquired was so wholly hidden, that they
- partook of the nature of conjuring. In this way it came to pass that
- those scattered linen-weavers- emigrants from the town into the country-
- were to the last regarded as aliens by their rustic neighbours, and
- usually contracted the eccentric habits which belong to a state of
- loneliness.
-
- In the early years of this century, such a linen-weaver, named Silas
- Marner, worked at his vocation in a stone cottage that stood among the
- nutty hedgerows near the village of Raveloe, and not far from the edge
- of a deserted stone-pit. The questionable sound of Silas's loom, so
- unlike the natural cheerful trotting of the winnowing machine, or the
- simple rhythm of the flail, had a half-fearful fascination for the
- Raveloe boys, who would often leave off their nutting or birds'-nesting
- to peep in at the window of the stone cottage, counter-balancing a
- certain awe at the mysterious action of the loom, by a pleasant sense of
- scornful superiority, drawn from the mockery of its alternating noises,
- along with the bent, treadmill attitude of the weaver. But sometimes it
- happened that Marner, pausing to adjust an irregularity in his thread,
- became aware of the small scoundrels, and, though chary of his time, he
- liked their intrusion so ill that he would descend from his loom, and,
- opening the door, would fix on them a gaze that was always enough to
- make them take to their legs in terror. For how was it possible to
- believe that those large brown protuberant eyes in Silas Marner's pale
- face really saw nothing very distinctly that was not close to them, and
- not rather that their dreadful stare could dart cramp, or rickets, or a
- wry mouth at any boy who happened to be in the rear? They had, perhaps,
- heard their fathers and mothers hint that Silas Marner could cure folks'
- rheumatism if he had a mind, and add, still more darkly, that if you
- could only speak the devil fair enough, he might save you the cost of
- the doctor. Such strange lingering echoes of the old demon-worship might
- perhaps even now be caught by the diligent listener among the
- grey-haired peasantry; for the rude mind with difficulty associates the
- idea of power and benignity. A shadowy conception of power that by much
- persuasion can be induced to refrain from inflicting harm, is the shape
- most easily taken by the sense of the Invisible in the minds of men who
- have always been pressed close by primitive wants, and to whom a life of
- hard toil has never been illuminated by any enthusiastic religious
- faith. To them pain and mishap present a far wider range of
- possibilities than gladness and enjoyment: their imagination is almost
- barren of the images that feed desire and hope, but is all overgrown by
- recollections that are a perpetual pasture to fear. 'Is there anything
- you can fancy that you would like to eat?' I once said to an old
- labouring man, who was in his last illness, and who had refused all the
- food his wife had offered him. 'No,' he answered, 'I've never been used
- to nothing but common victual, and I can't eat that.' Experience had
- bred no fancies in him that could raise the phantasm of appetite.
-
- And Raveloe was a village where many of the old echoes lingered,
- undrowned by new voices. Not that it was one of those barren parishes
- lying on the outskirts of civilization- inhabited by meagre sheep and
- thinly-scattered shepherds: on the contrary, it lay in the rich central
- plain of what we are pleased to call Merry England, and held farms
- which, speaking from a spiritual point of view, paid highly-desirable
- tithes. But it was nestled in a snug well-wooded hollow, quite an hour's
- journey on horseback from any turnpike, where it was never reached by
- the vibrations of the coach-horn, or of public opinion. It was an
- important-looking village, with a fine old church and large churchyard
- in the heart of it, and two or three large brick-and-stone homesteads,
- with well-walled orchards and ornamental weathercocks, standing close
- upon the road, and lifting more imposing fronts than the rectory, which
- peeped from among the trees on the other side of the churchyard; a
- village which showed at once the summits of its social life, and told
- the practised eye that there was no great park and manor house in the
- vicinity, but that there were several chiefs in Raveloe who could farm
- badly quite at their ease, drawing enough money from their bad farming,
- in those war times, to live in a rollicking fashion, and keep a jolly
- Christmas, Whitsun, and Easter tide.
-
- It was fifteen years since Silas Marner had first come to Raveloe; he
- was then simply a pallid young man, with prominent, short-sighted brown
- eyes, whose appearance would have had nothing strange for people of
- average culture and experience, but for the villagers near whom he had
- come to settle it had mysterious peculiarities which corresponded with
- the exceptional nature of his occupation, and his advent from an unknown
- region called 'North'ard'. So had his way of life: he invited no comer
- to step across his door-sill, and he never strolled into the village to
- drink a pint at the Rainbow, or to gossip at the wheel-wright's: he
- sought no man or woman, save for the purposes of his calling, or in
- order to supply himself with necessaries; and it was soon clear to the
- Raveloe lasses that he would never urge one of them to accept him
- against her will- quite as if he had heard them declare that they would
- never marry a dead man come to life again. This view of Marner's
- personality was not without another ground than his pale face and
- unexampled eyes; for Jem Rodney, the mole-catcher, averred that, one
- evening as he was returning homeward, he saw Silas Marner leaning
- against a stile with a heavy bag on his back, instead of resting the bag
- on the stile as a man in his senses would have done; and that, on coming
- up to him, he saw that Marner's eyes were set like a dead man's, and he
- spoke to him, and shook him, and his limbs were stiff, and his hands
- clutched the bag as if they'd been made of iron; but just as he had made
- up his mind that the weaver was dead, he came all right again, like, as
- you might say, in the winking of an eye, and said 'Good-night', and
- walked off. All this Jem swore he had seen, more by token, that it was
- the very day he had been mole-catching on Squire Cass's land, down by
- the old saw-pit. Some said Marner must have been in a 'fit', a word
- which seemed to explain things otherwise incredible; but the
- argumentative Mr Macey, clerk of the parish, shook his head, and asked
- if anybody was ever known to go off in a fit and not fall down. A fit
- was a stroke, wasn't it? and it was in the nature of a stroke to partly
- take away the use of a man's limbs and throw him on the parish, if he'd
- got no children to look to. No, no; it was no stroke that would let a
- man stand on his legs, like a horse between the shafts, and then walk
- off as soon as you can say 'Gee!' But there might be such a thing as a
- man's soul being loose from his body, and going out and in, like a bird
- out of its nest and back; and that was how folks got overwise, for they
- went to school in this shell-less state to those who could teach them
- more than their neighbours could learn with their five senses and the
- parson. And where did Master Marner get his knowledge of herbs from- and
- charms, too, if he liked to give them away? Jem Rodney's story was no
- more than what might have been expected by anybody who had seen how
- Marner had cured Sally Oates, and made her sleep like a baby, when her
- heart had been beating enough to burst her body, for two months and
- more, while she had been under the doctor's care. He might cure more
- folks if he would; but he was worth speaking fair, if it was only to
- keep him from doing you a mischief.
-
- It was partly to this vague fear that Marner was indebted for protecting
- him from the persecution that his singularities might have drawn upon
- him, but still more to the fact that, the old linen-weaver in the
- neighbouring parish of Tarley being dead, his handicraft made him a
- highly welcome settler to the richer housewives of the district, and
- even to the more provident cottagers, who had their little stock of yarn
- at the year's end; and their sense of his usefulness would have
- counteracted any repugnance or suspicion which was not confirmed by a
- deficiency in the quality or the tale of the cloth he wove for them. And
- the years had rolled on without producing any change in the impressions
- of the neighbours concerning Marner, except the change from novelty to
- habit. At the end of fifteen years the Raveloe men said just the same
- things about Silas Marner as at the beginning: they did not say them
- quite so often, but they believed them much more strongly when they did
- say them. There was only one important addition which the years had
- brought: it was, that Master Marner had laid by a fine sight of money
- somewhere, and that he could buy up 'bigger men' than himself.
-
- But while opinion concerning him had remained nearly stationary, and his
- daily habits had presented scarcely any visible change, Marner's inward
- life had been a history and a metamorphosis, as that of every fervid
- nature must be when it has fled, or been condemned, to solitude. His
- life, before he came to Raveloe, had been filled with the movement, the
- mental activity, and the close fellowship, which, in that day as in
- this, marked the life of an artisan early incorporated in a narrow
- religious sect, where the poorest layman has the chance of
- distinguishing himself by gifts of speech, and has, at the very least,
- the weight of a silent voter in the government of his community. Marner
- was highly thought of in that little hidden world, known to itself as
- the church assembling in Lantern Yard; he was believed to be a young man
- of exemplary life and ardent faith; and a peculiar interest had been
- centred in him ever since he had fallen, at a prayer-meeting, into a
- mysterious rigidity and suspension of consciousness, which, lasting for
- an hour or more, had been mistaken for death. To have sought a medical
- explanation for this phenomenon would have been held by Silas himself,
- as well as by his minister and fellow-members, a wilful self-exclusion
- from the spiritual significance that might lie therein. Silas was
- evidently a brother selected for a peculiar discipline, and though the
- effort to interpret this discipline was discouraged by the absence, on
- his part, of any spiritual vision during his outward trance, yet it was
- believed by himself and others that its effect was seen in an accession
- of light and fervour. A less truthful man than he might have been
- tempted into the subsequent creation of a vision in the form of
- resurgent memory; a less sane man might have believed in such a
- creation; but Silas was both sane and honest, though, as with many
- honest and fervent men, culture had not defined any channels for his
- sense of mystery, and so it spread itself over the proper pathway of
- inquiry and knowledge. He had inherited from his mother some
- acquaintance with medicinal herbs and their preparation- a little store
- of wisdom which she had imparted to him as a solemn bequest- but of late
- years he had had doubts about the lawfulness of applying this knowledge,
- believing that herbs could have no efficacy without prayer, and that
- prayer might suffice without herbs; so that the inherited delight he had
- in wandering in the fields in search of foxglove and dandelion and
- coltsfoot, began to wear to him the character of a temptation.
-
- Among the members of his church there was one young man, a little older
- than himself, with whom he had long lived in such close friendship that
- it was the custom of their Lantern Yard brethren to call them David and
- Jonathan. The real name of the friend was William Dane, and he, too, was
- regarded as a shining instance of youthful piety, though somewhat given
- to over-severity towards weaker brethren, and to be so dazzled by his
- own light as to hold himself wiser than his teachers. But whatever
- blemishes others might discern in William, to his friend's mind he was
- faultless; for Marner had one of those impressible self-doubting
- natures, which, at an inexperienced age, admire imperativeness and lean
- on contradiction. The expression of trusting simplicity in Marner's
- face, heightened by that absence of special observation, that
- defenceless, deer-like gaze which belongs to large prominent eyes, was
- strongly contrasted by the self-complacent suppression of inward triumph
- that lurked in the narrow slanting eyes and compressed lips of William
- Dane. One of the most frequent topics of conversation between the two
- friends was Assurance of salvation: Silas confessed that he could never
- arrive at anything higher than hope mingled with fear, and listened with
- longing wonder when William declared that he had possessed unshaken
- assurance ever since, in the period of his conversion, he had dreamed
- that he saw the words 'calling and election sure' standing by themselves
- on a white page in the open Bible. Such colloquies have occupied many a
- pair of pale-faced weavers, whose unnurtured souls have been like young
- winged things, fluttering forsaken in the twilight.
-
- It had seemed to the unsuspecting Silas that the friendship had suffered
- no chill even from his formation of another attachment of a closer kind.
- For some months he had been engaged to a young servant-woman, waiting
- only for a little increase to their mutual savings in order to their
- marriage; and it was a great delight to him that Sarah did not object to
- William's occasional presence in their Sunday interviews. It was at this
- point in their history that Silas's cataleptic fit occurred during the
- prayer-meeting; and amidst the various queries and expressions of
- interest addressed to him by his fellow-members, William's suggestion
- alone jarred with the general sympathy towards a brother thus singled
- out for special dealings. He observed that, to him, this trance looked
- more like a visitation of Satan than a proof of divine favour, and
- exhorted his friend to see that he hid no accursed thing within his
- soul. Silas, feeling bound to accept rebuke and admonition as a
- brotherly office, felt no resentment, but only pain, at his friend's
- doubts concerning him; and to this was soon added some anxiety at the
- perception that Sarah's manner towards him began to exhibit a strange
- fluctuation between an effort at an increased manifestation of regard
- and involuntary signs of shrinking and dislike. He asked her if she
- wished to break off their engagement; but she denied this: their
- engagement was known to the church, and had been recognized in the
- prayer-meetings; it could not be broken off without strict
- investigation, and Sarah could render no reason that would be sanctioned
- by the feeling of the community. At this time the senior deacon was
- taken dangerously ill, and, being a childless widower, he was tended
- night and day by some of the younger brethren or sisters. Silas
- frequently took his turn in the night-watching with William, the one
- relieving the other at two in the morning. The old man, contrary to
- expectation, seemed to be on the way to recovery, when one night Silas,
- sitting up by his bedside, observed that his usually audible breathing
- had ceased. The candle was burning low, and he had to lift it to see the
- patient's face distinctly. Examination convinced him that the deacon was
- dead- had been dead some time, for the limbs were rigid. Silas asked
- himself if he had been asleep, and looked at the clock: it was already
- four in the morning. How was it that William had not come? In much
- anxiety he went to seek for help, and soon there were several friends
- assembled in the house, the minister among them, while Silas went away
- to his work, wishing he could have met William to know the reason of his
- non-appearance. But at six o'clock, as he was thinking of going to seek
- his friend, William came, and with him the minister. They came to summon
- him to Lantern Yard, to meet the church members there; and to his
- inquiry concerning the cause of the summons the only reply was, 'You
- will hear.' Nothing further was said until Silas was seated in the
- vestry, in front of the minister, with the eyes of those who to him
- represented God's people fixed solemnly upon him. Then the minister,
- taking out a pocket-knife, showed it to Silas, and asked him if he knew
- where he had left that knife? Silas said, he did not know that he had
- left it anywhere out of his own pocket- but he was trembling at this
- strange interrogation. He was then exhorted not to hide his sin, but to
- confess and repent. The knife had been found in the bureau by the
- departed deacon's bedside- found in the place where the little bag of
- church money had lain, which the minister himself had seen the day
- before. Some hand had removed that bag; and whose hand could it be, if
- not that of the man to whom the knife belonged? For some time Silas was
- mute with astonishment: then he said, 'God will clear me: I know nothing
- about the knife being there, or the money being gone. Search me and my
- dwelling: you will find nothing but three pound five of my own savings,
- which William Dane knows I have had these six months.' At this William
- groaned, but the minister said, 'The proof is heavy against you, brother
- Marner. The money was taken in the night last past, and no man was with
- our departed brother but you, for William Dane declares to us that he
- was hindered by sudden sickness from going to take his place as usual,
- and you yourself said that he had not come; and, moreover, you neglected
- the dead body.'
-
- 'I must have slept,' said Silas. Then, after a pause, he added, 'Or I
- must have had another visitation like that which you have all seen me
- under, so that the thief must have come and gone while I was not in the
- body, but out of the body. But, I say again, search me and my dwelling,
- for I have been nowhere else.'
-
- The search was made, and it ended- in William Dane's finding the
- well-known bag, empty, tucked behind the chest of drawers in Silas's
- chamber! On this William exhorted his friend to confess, and not to hide
- his sin any longer. Silas turned a look of keen reproach on him, and
- said, 'William, for nine years that we have gone in and out together,
- have you ever known me tell a lie? But God will clear me.'
-
- 'Brother,' said William, 'how do I know what you may have done in the
- secret chambers of your heart, to give Satan an advantage over you?'
-
- Silas was still looking at his friend. Suddenly a deep flush came over
- his face, and he was about to speak impetuously, when he seemed checked
- again by some inward shock, that sent the flush back and made him
- tremble. But at last he spoke feebly, looking at William.
-
- 'I remember now- the knife wasn't in my pocket.'
-
- William said, 'I know nothing of what you mean.' The other persons
- present, however, began to inquire where Silas meant to say that the
- knife was, but he would give no further explanation: he only said, 'I am
- sore stricken; I can say nothing. God will clear me.'
-
- On their return to the vestry there was further deliberation. Any resort
- to legal measures for ascertaining the culprit was contrary to the
- principles of the Church: prosecution was held by them to be forbidden
- to Christians, even if it had been a case in which there was no scandal
- to the community. But they were bound to take other measures for finding
- out the truth, and they resolved on praying and drawing lots. This
- resolution can be a ground of surprise only to those who are
- unacquainted with that obscure religious life which has gone on in the
- alleys of our towns. Silas knelt with his brethren, relying on his own
- innocence being certified by immediate divine interference, but feeling
- that there was sorrow and mourning behind for him even then- that his
- trust in man had been cruelly bruised. The lots declared that Silas
- Marner was guilty. He was solemnly suspended from church-membership, and
- called upon to render up the stolen money: only on confession, as the
- sign of repentance, could he be received once more within the fold of
- the church. Marner listened in silence. At last, when everyone rose to
- depart, he went towards William Dane and said, in a voice shaken by
- agitation-
-
- 'The last time I remember using my knife, was when I took it out to cut
- a strap for you. I don't remember putting it in my pocket again. You
- stole the money, and you have woven a plot to lay the sin at my door.
- But you may prosper, for all that: there is no just God that governs the
- earth righteously, but a God of lies, that bears witness against the
- innocent.'
-
- There was a general shudder at this blasphemy.
-
- William said meekly, 'I leave our brethren to judge whether this is the
- voice of Satan or not. I can do nothing but pray for you, Silas.'
-
- Poor Marner went out with that despair in his soul- that shaken trust in
- God and man, which is little short of madness to a loving nature. In the
- bitterness of his wounded spirit, he said to himself, 'She will cast me
- off too.' And he reflected that, if she did not believe the testimony
- against him, her whole faith must be upset, as his was. To people
- accustomed to reason about the forms in which their religious feeling
- has incorporated itself, it is difficult to enter into that simple,
- untaught state of mind in which the form and the feeling have never been
- severed by an act of reflection. We are apt to think it inevitable that
- a man in Marner's position should have begun to question the validity of
- an appeal to the divine judgment by drawing lots; but to him this would
- have been an effort of independent thought such as he had never known;
- and he must have made the effort at a moment when all his energies were
- turned into the anguish of disappointed faith. If there is an angel who
- records the sorrows of men as well as their sins, he knows how many and
- deep are the sorrows that spring from false ideas for which no man is
- culpable.
-
- Marner went home, and for a whole day sat alone, stunned by despair,
- without any impulse to go to Sarah and attempt to win her belief in his
- innocence. The second day he took refuge from benumbing unbelief, by
- getting into his loom and working away as usual; and before many hours
- were past, the minister and one of the deacons came to him with the
- message from Sarah, that she held her engagement to him at an end. Silas
- received the message mutely, and then turned away from the messengers to
- work at his loom again. In little more than a month from that time,
- Sarah was married to William Dane; and not long afterwards it was known
- to the brethren in Lantern Yard that Silas Marner had departed from the
- town.
-
- CHAPTER TWO
-
- EVEN people whose lives have been made various by learning, sometimes
- find it hard to keep a fast hold on their habitual views of life, on
- their faith in the Invisible- nay, on the sense that their past joys and
- sorrows are a real experience, when they are suddenly transported to a
- new land, where the beings around them know nothing of their history,
- and share none of their ideas- where their mother earth shows another
- lap, and human life has other forms than those on which their souls have
- been nourished. Minds that have been unhinged from their old faith and
- love, have perhaps sought this Lethean influence of exile, in which the
- past becomes dreamy because its symbols have all vanished, and the
- present too is dreamy because it is linked with no memories. But even
- their experience may hardly enable them thoroughly to imagine what was
- the effect on a simple weaver like Silas Marner, when he left his own
- country and people and came to settle in Raveloe. Nothing could be more
- unlike his native town, set within sight of the widespread hill-sides,
- than this low, wooded region, where he felt hidden even from the heavens
- by the screening trees and hedgerows. There was nothing here, when he
- rose in the deep morning quiet and looked out on the dewy brambles and
- rank tufted grass, that seemed to have any relation with that life
- centring in Lantern Yard, which had once been to him the altar-place of
- high dispensations. The white-washed walls; the little pews where
- well-known figures entered with a subdued rustling, and where first one
- well-known voice and then another, pitched in a peculiar key of
- petition, uttered phrases at once occult and familiar, like the amulet
- worn on the heart; the pulpit where the minister delivered unquestioned
- doctrine, and swayed to and fro, and handled the book in a long
- accustomed manner; the very pauses between the couplets of the hymn, as
- it was given out, and the recurrent swell of voices in song: these
- things had been the channel of divine influences to Marner- they were
- the fostering home of his religious emotions- they were Christianity and
- God's kingdom upon earth. A weaver who finds hard words in his hymn-book
- knows nothing of abstractions; as the little child knows nothing of
- parental love, but only knows one face and one lap towards which it
- stretches its arms for refuge and nurture.
-
- And what could be more unlike that Lantern Yard world than the world in
- Raveloe?- orchards looking lazy with neglected plenty; the large church
- in the wide churchyard, which men gazed at lounging at their own doors
- in service-time; the purple-faced farmers jogging along the lanes or
- turning in at the Rainbow; homesteads, where men supped heavily and
- slept in the light of the evening hearth, and where women seemed to be
- laying up a stock of linen for the life to come. There were no lips in
- Raveloe from which a word could fall that would stir Silas Marner's
- benumbed faith to a sense of pain. In the early ages of the world, we
- know, it was believed that each territory was inhabited and ruled by its
- own divinities, so that a man could cross the bordering heights and be
- out of the reach of his native gods, whose presence was confined to the
- streams and the groves and the hills among which he had lived from his
- birth. And poor Silas was vaguely conscious of something not unlike the
- feeling of primitive men, when they fled thus, in fear or in sullenness,
- from the face of an unpropitious deity. It seemed to him that the Power
- in which he had vainly trusted among the streets and in the
- prayer-meetings, was very far away from this land in which he had taken
- refuge, where men lived in careless abundance, knowing and needing
- nothing of that trust, which, for him, had been turned to bitterness.
- The little light he possessed spread its beams so narrowly, that
- frustrated belief was a curtain broad enough to create for him the
- blackness of night.
-
- His first movement after the shock had been to work in his loom; and he
- went on with this unremittingly, never asking himself why, now he was
- come to Raveloe, he worked far on into the night to finish the tale of
- Mrs Osgood's table-linen sooner than she expected- without contemplating
- beforehand the money she would put into his hand for the work. He seemed
- to weave, like the spider, from pure impulse, without reflection. Every
- man's work, pursued steadily, tends in this way to become an end in
- itself, and so to bridge over the loveless chasms of his life. Silas's
- hand satisfied itself with throwing the shuttle, and his eye with seeing
- the little squares in the cloth complete themselves under his effort.
- Then there were the calls of hunger; and Silas, in his solitude, had to
- provide his own breakfast, dinner and supper, to fetch his own water
- from the well, and put his own kettle on the fire; and all these
- immediate promptings helped, along with the weaving, to reduce his life
- to the unquestioning activity of a spinning insect. He hated the thought
- of the past; there was nothing that called out his love and fellowship
- toward the strangers he had come amongst; and the future was all dark,
- for there was no Unseen Love that cared for him. Thought was arrested by
- utter bewilderment, now its old narrow pathway was closed, and affection
- seemed to have died under the bruise that had fallen on its keenest
- nerves.
-
- But at last Mrs Osgood's table-linen was finished, and Silas was paid in
- gold. His earnings in his native town, where he worked for a wholesale
- dealer, had been after a lower rate; he had been paid weekly, and of his
- weekly earnings a large proportion had gone to objects of piety and
- charity. Now, for the first time in his life, he had five bright guineas
- put into his hand; no man expected a share of them, and he loved no man
- that he should offer him a share. But what were the guineas to him who
- saw no vista beyond countless days of weaving? It was needless for him
- to ask that, for it was pleasant to him to feel them in his palm, and
- look at their bright faces, which were all his own: it was another
- element of life, like the weaving and the satisfaction of hunger,
- subsisting quite aloof from the life of belief and love from which he
- had been cut off. The weaver's hand had known the touch of hard-won
- money even before the palm had grown to its full breadth; for twenty
- years, mysterious money had stood to him as the symbol of earthly good,
- and the immediate object of toil. He had seemed to love it little in the
- years when every penny had its purpose for him; for he loved the purpose
- then. But now, when all purpose was gone, that habit of looking towards
- the money and grasping it with a sense of fulfilled effort made a loam
- that was deep enough for the seeds of desire; and as Silas walked
- homeward across the fields in the twilight, he drew out the money, and
- thought it was brighter in the gathering gloom.
-
- About this time an incident happened which seemed to open a possibility
- of some fellowship with his neighbours. One day, taking a pair of shoes
- to be mended, he saw the cobbler's wife seated by the fire, suffering
- from the terrible symptoms of heart-disease and dropsy, which he had
- witnessed as the precursors of his mother's death. He felt a rush of
- pity at the mingled sight and remembrance, and, recalling the relief his
- mother had found from a simple preparation of foxglove, he promised
- Sally Oates to bring her something that would ease her, since the doctor
- did her no good. In this office of charity, Silas felt, for the first
- time since he had come to Raveloe, a sense of unity between his past and
- present life, which might have been the beginning of his rescue from the
- insect-like existence into which his nature had shrunk. But Sally
- Oates's disease had raised her into a personage of much interest and
- importance among the neighbours, and the fact of her having found relief
- from drinking Silas Marner's 'stuff' became a matter of general
- discourse. When Doctor Kimble gave physic, it was natural that it should
- have an effect; but when a weaver, who came from nobody knew where,
- worked wonders with a bottle of brown waters, the occult character of
- the process was evident. Such a sort of thing had not been known since
- the Wise Woman at Tarley died; and she had charms as well as 'stuff':
- everybody went to her when their children had fits. Silas Marner must be
- a person of the same sort, for how did he know what would bring back
- Sally Oates's breath, if he didn't know a fine sight more than that? The
- Wise Woman had words that she muttered to herself, so that you couldn't
- hear what they were, and if she tied a bit of red thread round the
- child's toe the while, it would keep off the water in the head. There
- were women in Raveloe, at that present time, who had worn one of the
- Wise Woman's little bags round their necks, and, in consequence, had
- never had an idiot child, as Ann Coulter had. Silas Marner could very
- likely do as much, and more; and now it was all clear how he should have
- come from unknown parts, and be so 'comical-looking'. But Sally Oates
- must mind and not tell the doctor, for he would be sure to set his face
- against Marner: he was always angry about the Wise Woman, and used to
- threaten those who went to her that they should have none of his help
- any more.
-
- Silas now found himself and his cottage suddenly beset by mothers who
- wanted him to charm away the whooping-cough, or bring back the milk, and
- by men who wanted stuff against the rheumatics or the knots in the
- hands; and, to secure themselves against a refusal, the applicants
- brought silver in their palms. Silas might have driven a profitable
- trade in charms as well as in his small list of drugs; but money on this
- condition was no temptation to him: he had never known an impulse
- towards falsity, and he drove one after another away with growing
- irritation, for the news of him as a wise man had spread even to Tarley,
- and it was long before people ceased to take long walks for the sake of
- asking his aid. But the hope in his wisdom was at length changed into
- dread, for no one believed him when he said he knew no charms and could
- work no cures, and every man and woman who had an accident or a new
- attack after applying to him, set the misfortune down to Master Marner's
- ill-will and irritated glances. Thus it came to pass that his movement
- of pity towards Sally Oates, which had given him a transient sense of
- brotherhood, heightened the repulsion between him and his neighbours,
- and made his isolation more complete.
-
- Gradually the guineas, the crowns and the half-crowns grew to a heap,
- and Marner drew less and less for his own wants, trying to solve the
- problem of keeping himself strong enough to work sixteen hours a-day on
- as small an outlay as possible. Have not men, shut up in solitary
- imprisonment, found an interest in marking the moments by straight
- strokes of a certain length on the wall, until the growth of the sum of
- straight strokes, arranged in triangles, has become a mastering purpose?
- Do we not wile away moments of inanity or fatigued waiting by repeating
- some trivial movement or sound, until the repetition has bred a want,
- which is incipient habit? That will help us to understand how the love
- of accumulating money grows an absorbing passion in men whose
- imaginations, even in the very beginning of their hoard, showed them no
- purpose beyond it. Marner wanted the heaps of ten to grow into a square,
- and then into a larger square; and every added guinea, while it was
- itself a satisfaction, bred a new desire. In this strange world, made a
- hopeless riddle to him, he might, if he had had a less intense nature,
- have sat weaving, weaving- looking towards the end of his pattern, or
- towards the end of his web, till he forgot the riddle, and everything
- else but his immediate sensations; but the money had come to mark off
- his weaving into periods, and the money not only grew, but it remained
- with him. He began to think it was conscious of him, as his loom was,
- and he would on no account have exchanged those coins, which had become
- his familiars, for other coins with unknown faces. He handled them, he
- counted them, till their form and colour were like the satisfaction of a
- thirst to him; but it was only in the night, when his work was done,
- that he drew them out to enjoy their companionship. He had taken up some
- bricks in his floor underneath his loom, and here he had made a hole in
- which he set the iron pot that contained his guineas and silver coins,
- covering the bricks with sand whenever he replaced them. Not that the
- idea of being robbed presented itself often or strongly to his mind:
- hoarding was common in country districts in those days; there were old
- labourers in the parish of Raveloe who were known to have their savings
- by them, probably inside their flock beds; but their rustic neighbours,
- though not all of them as honest as their ancestors in the days of King
- Alfred, had not imaginations bold enough to lay a plan of burglary. How
- could they have spent the money in their own village without betraying
- themselves? They would be obliged to 'run away'- a course as dark and
- dubious as a balloon journey.
-
- So, year after year, Silas Marner had lived in this solitude, his
- guineas rising in the iron pot, and his life narrowing and hardening
- itself more and more into a mere pulsation of desire and satisfaction
- that had no relation to any other being. His life had reduced itself to
- the mere functions of weaving and hoarding, without any contemplation of
- an end towards which the functions tended. The same sort of process has
- perhaps been undergone by wiser men, when they have been cut off from
- faith and love- only, instead of a loom and a heap of guineas, they have
- had some erudite research, some ingenious project, or some well-knit
- theory. Strangely Marner's face and figure shrank and bent themselves
- into a constant mechanical relation to the objects of his life, so that
- he produced the same sort of impression as a handle or a crooked tube,
- which has no meaning standing apart. The prominent eyes that used to
- look trusting and dreamy, now looked as if they had been made to see
- only one kind of thing that was very small, like tiny grain, for which
- they hunted everywhere: and he was so withered and yellow, that, though
- he was not yet forty, the children always called him 'Old Master
- Marner'.
-
- Yet even in this stage of withering a little incident happened, which
- showed that the sap of affection was not all gone. It was one of his
- daily tasks to fetch his water from a well a couple of fields off, and
- for this purpose, ever since he came to Raveloe, he had had a brown
- earthenware pot, which he held as his most precious utensil, among the
- very few conveniences he had granted himself. It had been his companion
- for twelve years, always standing on the same spot, always lending its
- handle to him in the early morning, so that its form had an expression
- for him of willing helpfulness, and the impress of its handle on his
- palm gave a satisfaction mingled with that of having the fresh clear
- water. One day as he was returning from the well, he stumbled against
- the step of the stile, and his brown pot, falling with force against the
- stones that overarched the ditch below him, was broken in three pieces.
- Silas picked up the pieces and carried them home with grief in his
- heart. The brown pot could never be of use to him any more, but he stuck
- the bits together and propped the ruin in its old place for a memorial.
-
- This is the history of Silas Marner until the fifteenth year after he
- came to Raveloe. The livelong day he sat in his loom, his ear filled
- with its monotony, his eyes bent close down on the slow growth of
- sameness in the brownish web, his muscles moving with such even
- repetition that their pause seemed almost as much a constraint as the
- holding of his breath. But at night came his revelry: at night he closed
- his shutters, and made fast his doors, and drew out his gold. Long ago
- the heap of coins had become too large for the iron pot to hold them,
- and he had made for them two thick leather bags, which wasted no room in
- their resting-place, but lent themselves flexibly to every corner. How
- the guineas shone as they came pouring out of the dark leather mouths!
- The silver bore no large proportion in amount to the gold, because the
- long pieces of linen which formed his chief work were always partly paid
- for in gold, and out of the silver he supplied his own bodily wants,
- choosing always the shillings and sixpences to spend in this way. He
- loved the guineas best, but he would not change the silver- the crowns
- and half-crowns that were his own earnings, begotten by his labour; he
- loved them all. He spread them out in heaps and bathed his hands in
- them; then he counted them and set them up in regular piles, and felt
- their rounded outline between his thumb and fingers, and thought fondly
- of the guineas that were only half-earned by the work in his loom, as if
- they had been unborn children- thought of the guineas that were coming
- slowly through the coming years, through all his life, which spread far
- away before him, the end quite hidden by countless days of weaving. No
- wonder his thoughts were still with his loom and his money when he made
- his journeys through the fields and the lanes to fetch and carry home
- his work, so that his steps never wandered to the hedge-banks and the
- lane-side in search of the once familiar herbs: these too belonged to
- the past, from which his life had shrunk away, like a rivulet that has
- sunk far down from the grassy fringe of its old breadth into a little
- shivering thread, that cuts a groove for itself in the barren sand.
-
- But about the Christmas of that fifteenth year, a second great change
- came over Marner's life, and his history became blent in a singular
- manner with the life of his neighbours.
-
- CHAPTER THREE
-
- THE greatest man in Raveloe was Squire Cass, who lived in the large red
- house, with the handsome flight of stone steps in front and the high
- stables behind it, nearly opposite the church. He was only one among
- several landed parishioners, but he alone was honoured with the title of
- squire; for though Mr Osgood's family was also understood to be of
- timeless origin- the Raveloe imagination having never ventured back to
- that fearful blank when there were no Osgoods- still, he merely owned
- the farm he occupied; whereas Squire Cass had a tenant or two, who
- complained of the game to him quite as if he had been a lord.
-
- It was still that glorious war-time which was felt to be a peculiar
- favour of Providence towards the landed interest, and the fall of prices
- had not yet come to carry the race of small squires and yeomen down that
- road to ruin for which extravagant habits and bad husbandry were
- plentifully anointing their wheels. I am speaking now in relation to
- Raveloe and the parishes that resembled it; for our old-fashioned
- country life had many different aspects, as all life must have when it
- is spread over a various surface, and breathed on variously by
- multitudinous currents, from the winds of heaven to the thoughts of men,
- which are for ever moving and crossing each other, with incalculable
- results. Raveloe lay low among the bushy trees and the rutted lanes,
- aloof from the currents of industrial energy and Puritan earnestness:
- the rich ate and drank freely, and accepted gout and apoplexy as things
- that ran mysteriously in respectable families, and the poor thought that
- the rich were entirely in the right of it to lead a jolly life; besides,
- their feasting caused a multiplication of orts, which were the heirlooms
- of the poor. Betty Jay scented the boiling of Squire Cass's hams, but
- her longing was arrested by the unctuous liquor in which they were
- boiled; and when the seasons brought round the great merrymakings, they
- were regarded on all hands as a fine thing for the poor. For the Raveloe
- feasts were like the rounds of beef- and the barrels of ale- they were
- on a large scale, and lasted a good while, especially in the
- winter-time. When ladies had packed up their best gowns and top-knots in
- bandboxes, and had incurred the risk of fording streams on pillions with
- the precious burden in rainy or snowy weather, when there was no knowing
- how high the water would rise, it was not to be supposed that they
- looked forward to a brief pleasure. On this ground it was always
- contrived in the dark seasons, when there was little work to be done,
- and the hours were long, that several neighbours should keep open house
- in succession. When Squire Cass's standing dishes diminished in plenty
- and freshness, his guests had nothing to do but to walk a little higher
- up the village to Mr Osgood's at the Orchards, and they found hams and
- chines uncut, pork-pies with the scent of the fire in them, spun butter
- in all its freshness- everything, in fact, that appetites at leisure
- could desire, in perhaps greater perfection, though not in greater
- abundance, than at Squire Cass's.
-
- For the Squire's wife had died long ago, and the Red House was without
- that presence of the wife and mother which is the fountain of wholesome
- love and fear in parlour and kitchen; and this helped to account not
- only for there being more profusion than finished excellence in the
- holiday provisions, but also for the frequency with which the proud
- Squire condescended to preside in the parlour of the Rainbow rather than
- under the shadow of his own dark wainscot; perhaps, also, for the fact
- that his sons had turned out rather ill. Raveloe was not a place where
- moral censure was severe, but it was thought a weakness in the Squire
- that he had kept all his sons at home in idleness; and though some
- licence was to be allowed to young men whose fathers could afford it,
- people shook their heads at the courses of the second son, Dunstan,
- commonly called Dunsey Cass, whose taste for swopping and betting might
- turn out to be a sowing of something worse than wild oats. To be sure,
- the neighbours said, it was no matter what became of Dunsey- a spiteful
- jeering fellow, who seemed to enjoy his drink the more when other people
- went dry- always provided that his doings did not bring trouble on a
- family like Squire Cass's, with a monument in the church, and tankards
- older than King George. But it would be a thousand pities if Mr Godfrey,
- the eldest, a fine, open-faced, good-natured young man, who was to come
- into the land some day, should take to going along the same road as his
- brother, as he had seemed to do of late. If he went on in that way, he
- would lose Miss Nancy Lammeter; for it was well known that she had
- looked very shyly on him ever since last Whitsuntide twelve-month, when
- there was so much talk about his being away from home days and days
- together. There was something wrong, more than common-- that was quite
- clear; for Mr Godfrey didn't look half so fresh-coloured and open as he
- used to do. At one time everybody was saying, what a handsome couple he
- and Miss Nancy Lammeter would make! and if she could come to be mistress
- at the Red House there would be a fine change, for the Lammeters had
- been brought up in that way, that they never suffered a pinch of salt to
- be wasted, and yet everybody in their household had of the best,
- according to his place. Such a daughter-in-law would be a saving to the
- old Squire, if she never brought a penny to her fortune, for it was to
- be feared that, notwithstanding his incomings, there were more holes in
- his pocket than the one where he put his own hand in. But if Mr Godfrey
- didn't turn over a new leaf, he might say 'Good-bye' to Miss Nancy
- Lammeter.
-
- It was the once hopeful Godfrey who was standing, with his hands in his
- side-pockets and his back to the fire, in the dark wainscoted parlour,
- one late November afternoon, in that fifteenth year of Silas Marner's
- life at Raveloe. The fading grey light fell dimly on the walls decorated
- with guns, whips and foxes' brushes, on coats and hats flung on the
- chairs, on tankards sending forth a scent of flat ale, and on a
- half-choked fire, with pipes propped up in the chimney-corners: signs of
- a domestic life destitute of any hallowing charm, with which the look of
- gloomy vexation on Godfrey's blond face was in sad accordance. He seemed
- to be waiting and listening for someone's approach, and presently the
- sound of a heavy step, with an accompanying whistle, was heard across
- the large empty entrance-hall.
-
- The door opened, and a thick-set, heavy-looking young man entered, with
- the flushed face and the gratuitously elated bearing which mark the
- first stage of intoxication. It was Dunsey, and at the sight of him
- Godfrey's face parted with some of the gloom to take on the more active
- expression of hatred. The handsome brown spaniel that lay on the hearth
- retreated under the chair in the chimney-corner.
-
- 'Well, Master Godfrey, what do you want with me?' said Dunsey, in a
- mocking tone. 'You're my elders and betters, you know; I was obliged to
- come when you sent for me.'
-
- 'Why, this is what I want- and just shake yourself sober and listen,
- will you?' said Godfrey, savagely. He had himself been drinking more
- than was good for him, trying to turn his gloom into uncalculating
- anger. 'I want to tell you, I must hand over that rent of Fowler's to
- the Squire, or else tell him I gave it you; for he's threatening to
- distrain for it, and it'll all be out soon, whether I tell him or not.
- He said, just now, before he went out, he should send word to Cox to
- distrain, if Fowler didn't come and pay up his arrears this week. The
- Squire's short o' cash, and in no humour to stand any nonsense; and you
- know what he threatened, if ever he found you making away with his money
- again. So, see and get the money, and pretty quickly, will you?'
-
- 'Oh!' said Dunsey, sneeringly, coming nearer to his brother and looking
- into his face. 'Suppose, now, you get the money yourself, and save me
- the trouble, eh? Since you was so kind as to hand it over to me, you'll
- not refuse me the kindness to pay it back for me: it was your brotherly
- love made you do it, you know.'
-
- Godfrey bit his lips and clenched his fist. 'Don't come near me with
- that look, else I'll knock you down.'
-
- 'Oh, no, you won't,' said Dunsey, turning away on his heel, however.
- 'Because I'm such a good-natured brother, you know. I might get you
- turned out of house and home, and cut off with a shilling any day. I
- might tell the Squire how his handsome son was married to that nice
- young woman, Molly Farren, and was very unhappy because he couldn't live
- with his drunken wife, and I should slip into your place as comfortable
- as could be. But, you see, I don't do it- I'm so easy and good-natured.
- You'll take any trouble for me. You'll get the hundred pounds for me- I
- know you will.'
-
- 'How can I get the money?' said Godfrey, quivering. 'I haven't a
- shilling to bless myself with. And it's a lie that you'd slip into my
- place: you'd get yourself turned out too, that's all. For if you begin
- telling tales, I'll follow. Bob's my father's favourite- you know that
- very well. He'd only think himself well rid of you.'
-
- 'Never mind,' said Dunsey, nodding his head sideways as he looked out of
- the window. 'It 'ud be very pleasant to me to go in your company- you're
- such a handsome brother, and we've always been so fond of quarrelling
- with one another, I shouldn't know what to do without you. But you'd
- like better for us both to stay at home together; I know you would. So
- you'll manage to get that little sum o' money, and I'll bid you
- good-bye, though I'm sorry to part.'
-
- Dunstan was moving off, but Godfrey rushed after him and seized him by
- the arm, saying, with an oath:
-
- 'I tell you, I have no money: I can get no money.'
-
- 'Borrow of old Kimble.'
-
- 'I tell you, he won't lend me any more, and I shan't ask him.'
-
- 'Well then, sell Wildfire.'
-
- 'Yes, that's easy talking. I must have the money directly.'
-
- 'Well, you've only got to ride him to the hunt tomorrow. There'll be
- Bryce and Keating there, for sure. You'll get more bids than one.'
-
- 'I daresay, and get back home at eight o'clock, splashed up to the chin.
- I'm going to Mrs Osgood's birthday dance.'
-
- 'Oho!' said Dunsey, turning his head on one side, and trying to speak in
- a small mincing treble. 'And there's sweet Miss Nancy coming; and we
- shall dance with her, and promise never to be naughty again, and be
- taken into favour, and--'
-
- 'Hold your tongue about Miss Nancy, you fool,' said Godfrey, turning
- red, 'else I'll throttle you.'
-
- 'What for?' said Dunsey, still in an artificial tone, but taking a whip
- from the table and beating the butt-end of it on his palm. 'You've a
- very good chance. I'd advise you to creep up her sleeve again: it 'ud be
- saving time if Molly should happen to take a drop too much laudanum some
- day, and make a widower of you. Miss Nancy wouldn't mind being a second,
- if she didn't know it. And you've got a good-natured brother, who'll
- keep your secret well, because you'll be so very obliging to him.'
-
- 'I'll tell you what it is,' said Godfrey, quivering, and pale again. 'My
- patience is pretty near at an end. If you'd a little more sharpness in
- you, you might know that you may urge a man a bit too far, and make one
- leap as easy as another. I don't know but what it is so now: I may as
- well tell the Squire everything myself- I should get you off my back, if
- I got nothing else. And, after all, he'll know some time. She's been
- threatening to come herself and tell him. So, don't flatter yourself
- that your secrecy's worth any price you choose to ask. You drain me of
- money till I've got nothing to pacify her with, and she'll do as she
- threatens some day. It's all one. I'll tell my father everything myself,
- and you may go to the devil.'
-
- Dunsey perceived that he had overshot his mark, and that there was a
- point at which even the hesitating Godfrey might be driven into
- decision. But he said, with an air of unconcern: 'As you please; but
- I'll have a draught of ale first.' And ringing the bell, he threw
- himself across two chairs, and began to rap the window-seat with the
- handle of his whip.
-
- Godfrey stood, still with his back to the fire, uneasily moving his
- fingers among the contents of his side-pockets, and looking at the
- floor. That big muscular frame of his held plenty of animal courage, but
- helped him to no decision when the dangers to be braved were such as
- could neither be knocked down nor throttled. His natural irresolution
- and moral cowardice were exaggerated by a position in which dreaded
- consequences seemed to press equally on all sides, and his irritation
- had no sooner provoked him to defy Dunstan and anticipate all possible
- betrayals, than the miseries he must bring on himself by such a step
- seemed more unendurable to him than the present evil. The results of
- confession were not contingent, they were certain; whereas betrayal was
- not certain. From the near vision of that certainty he fell back on
- suspense and vacillation with a sense of repose. The disinherited son of
- a small squire, equally disinclined to dig and to beg, was almost as
- helpless as an uprooted tree, which, by the favour of earth and sky, has
- grown to a handsome bulk on the spot where it first shot upward. Perhaps
- it would have been possible to think of digging with some cheerfulness
- if Nancy Lammeter were to be won on those terms; but, since he must
- irrevocably lose her as well as the inheritance, and must break every
- tie but the one that degraded him and left him without motive for trying
- to recover his better self, he could imagine no future for himself on
- the other side of confession but that of 'listing for a soldier'- the
- most desperate step, short of suicide, in the eyes of respectable
- families. No! he would rather trust to casualties than to his own
- resolve- rather go on sitting at the feast and sipping the wine he
- loved, though with the sword hanging over him and terror in his heart,
- than rush away into the cold darkness where there was no pleasure left.
- The utmost concession to Dunstan about the horse began to seem easy,
- compared with the fulfilment of his own threat. But his pride would not
- let him recommence the conversation otherwise than by continuing the
- quarrel. Dunstan was waiting for this, and took his ale in shorter
- draughts than usual.
-
- 'It's just like you,' Godfrey burst out, in a bitter tone, 'to talk
- about my selling Wildfire in that cool way- the last thing I've got to
- call my own, and the best bit of horse-flesh I ever had in my life. And
- if you'd got a spark of pride in you, you'd be ashamed to see the
- stables emptied, and everybody sneering about it. But it's my belief
- you'd sell yourself, if it was only for the pleasure of making somebody
- feel he'd got a bad bargain.'
-
- 'Aye, aye,' said Dunstan, very placably, 'you do me justice, I see. You
- know I'm a jewel for 'ticing people into bargains. For which reason I
- advise you to let me sell Wildfire. I'd ride him to the hunt tomorrow
- for you, with pleasure. I shouldn't look so handsome as you in the
- saddle, but it's the horse they'll bid for, and not the rider.'
-
- 'Yes, I daresay- trust my horse to you!'
-
- 'As you please,' said Dunstan, rapping the window-seat again with an air
- of great unconcern. 'It's you have got to pay Fowler's money; it's none
- of my business. You received the money from him when you went to
- Bramcote, and you told the Squire it wasn't paid. I'd nothing to do with
- that; you chose to be so obliging as give it me, that was all. If you
- don't want to pay the money, let it alone; it's all one to me. But I was
- willing to accommodate you by undertaking to sell the horse, seeing it's
- not convenient to you to go so far tomorrow.'
-
- Godfrey was silent for some moments. He would have liked to spring on
- Dunstan, wrench the whip from his hand, and flog him to within an inch
- of his life; and no bodily fear could have deterred him; but he was
- mastered by another sort of fear, which was fed by feelings stronger
- even than his resentment. When he spoke again, it was in a
- half-conciliatory tone.
-
- 'Well, you mean no nonsense about the horse, eh? You'll sell him all
- fair, and hand over the money? If you don't, you know, everything'll go
- to smash, for I've got nothing else to trust to. And you'll have less
- pleasure in pulling the house over my head, when your own skull's to be
- broken too.'
-
- 'Aye, aye,' said Dunstan, rising, 'all right. I thought you'd come
- round. I'm the fellow to bring old Bryce up to the scratch. I'll get you
- a hundred and twenty for him, if I get you a penny.'
-
- 'But it'll perhaps rain cats and dogs tomorrow, as it did yesterday, and
- then you can't go,' said Godfrey, hardly knowing whether he wished for
- that obstacle or not.
-
- 'Not it,' said Dunstan. 'I'm always lucky in my weather. It might rain
- if you wanted to go yourself. You never hold trumps, you know- I always
- do. You've got the beauty, you see, and I've got the luck, so you must
- keep me by you for your crooked sixpence; you'll ne-ver get along
- without me.'
-
- 'Confound you, hold your tongue,' said Godfrey, impetuously. 'And take
- care to keep sober tomorrow, else you'll get pitched on your head coming
- home, and Wildfire might be the worse for it.'
-
- 'Make your tender heart easy,' said Dunstan, opening the door. 'You
- never knew me see double when I'd got a bargain to make; it 'ud spoil
- the fun. Besides, whenever I fall, I'm warranted to fall on my legs.'
-
- With that, Dunstan slammed the door behind him, and left Godfrey to that
- bitter rumination on his personal circumstances which was now unbroken
- from day to day save by the excitement of sporting, drinking,
- card-playing, or the rarer and less oblivious pleasure of seeing Miss
- Nancy Lammeter. The subtle and varied pains springing from the higher
- sensibility that accompanies higher culture, are perhaps less pitiable
- than that dreary absence of impersonal enjoyment and consolation which
- leaves ruder minds to the perpetual urgent companionship of their own
- griefs and discontents. The lives of those rural forefathers, whom we
- are apt to think very prosaic figures- men whose only work was to ride
- round their land, getting heavier and heavier in their saddles, and who
- passed the rest of their days in the half-listless gratification of
- senses dulled by monotony- had a certain pathos in them nevertheless.
- Calamities came to them too, and their early errors carried hard
- consequences: perhaps the love of some sweet maiden, the image of
- purity, order, and calm, had opened their eyes to the vision of a life
- in which the days would not seem too long, even without rioting; but the
- maiden was lost, and the vision passed away, and then what was left to
- them, especially when they had become too heavy for the hunt, or for
- carrying a gun over the furrows, but to drink and get merry, or to drink
- and get angry, so that they might be independent of variety, and say
- over again with eager emphasis the things they had said already any time
- that twelvemonth? Assuredly, among these flushed and dull-eyed men there
- were some whom- thanks to their native human-kindness- even riot could
- never drive into brutality; men who, when their cheeks were fresh, had
- felt the keen point of sorrow or remorse, had been pierced by the reeds
- they leaned on, or had lightly put their limbs in fetters from which no
- struggle could loose them; and under these sad circumstances, common to
- us all, their thoughts could find no resting-place outside the
- ever-trodden round of their own petty history.
-
- That, at least, was the condition of Godfrey Cass in this
- six-and-twentieth year of his life. A movement of compunction, helped by
- those small indefinable influences which every personal relation exerts
- on a pliant nature, had urged him into a secret marriage, which was a
- blight on his life. It was an ugly story of low passion, delusion, and
- waking from delusion, which needs not to be dragged from the privacy of
- Godfrey's bitter memory. He had long known that the delusion was partly
- due to a trap laid for him by Dunstan, who saw in his brother's
- degrading marriage the means of gratifying at once his jealous hate and
- his cupidity. And if Godfrey could have felt himself simply a victim,
- the iron bit that destiny had put into his mouth would have chafed him
- less intolerably. If the curses he muttered half aloud when he was alone
- had had no other object than Dunstan's diabolical cunning, he might have
- shrunk less from the consequences of avowal. But he had something else
- to curse- his own vicious folly, which now seemed as mad and
- unaccountable to him as almost all our follies and vices do when their
- promptings have long passed away. For four years he had thought of Nancy
- Lammeter, and wooed her with tacit patient worship, as the woman who
- made him think of the future with joy: she would be his wife, and would
- make home lovely to him, as his father's home had never been; and it
- would be easy, when she was always near, to shake off those foolish
- habits that were no pleasures, but only a feverish way of annulling
- vacancy. Godfrey's was an essentially domestic nature, bred up in a home
- where the hearth had no smiles, and where the daily habits were not
- chastised by the presence of household order; his easy disposition made
- him fall in unresistingly with the family courses, but the need of some
- tender permanent affection, the longing for some influence that would
- make the good he preferred easy to pursue, caused the neatness, purity,
- and liberal orderliness of the Lammeter household, sunned by the smile
- of Nancy, to seem like those fresh bright hours of the morning, when
- temptations go to sleep, and leave the ear open to the voice of the good
- angel, inviting to industry, sobriety, and peace. And yet the hope of
- this paradise had not been enough to save him from a course which shut
- him out of it for ever. Instead of keeping fast hold of the strong
- silken rope by which Nancy would have drawn him safe to the green banks,
- where it was easy to step firmly, he had let himself be dragged back
- into mud and slime, in which it was useless to struggle. He had made
- ties for himself which robbed him of all wholesome motive, and were a
- constant exasperation.
-
- Still, there was one position worse than the present: it was the
- position he would be in when the ugly secret was disclosed; and the
- desire that continually triumphed over every other was that of warding
- off the evil day, when he would have to bear the consequences of his
- father's violent resentment for the wound inflicted on his family pride-
- would have, perhaps, to turn his back on that hereditary ease and
- dignity which, after all, was a sort of reason for living, and would
- carry with him the certainty that he was banished for ever from the
- sight and esteem of Nancy Lammeter. The longer the interval, the more
- chance there was of deliverance from some, at least, of the hateful
- consequences to which he had sold himself- the more opportunities
- remained for him to snatch the strange gratification of seeing Nancy,
- and gathering some faint indications of her lingering regard. Towards
- this gratification he was impelled, fitfully, every now and then, after
- having passed weeks in which he had avoided her as the far-off,
- bright-winged prize, that only made him spring forward, and find his
- chain all the more galling. One of those fits of yearning was on him
- now, and it would have been strong enough to have persuaded him to trust
- Wildfire to Dunstan rather than disappoint the yearning, even if he had
- not had another reason for his disinclination towards the morrow's hunt.
- That other reason was the fact that the morning's meet was near
- Batherley, the market-town where the unhappy woman lived, whose image
- became more odious to him every day; and to his thoughts the whole
- vicinage was haunted by her. The yoke a man creates for himself by
- wrong-doing will breed hate in the kindliest nature; and the
- good-humoured, affectionate-hearted Godfrey Cass, was fast becoming a
- bitter man, visited by cruel wishes, that seemed to enter, and depart,
- and enter again, like demons who had found in him a ready-garnished
- home.
-
- What was he to do this evening to pass the time? He might as well go to
- the Rainbow, and hear the talk about the cock-fighting: everybody was
- there, and what else was there to be done? Though, for his own part, he
- did not care a button for cock-fighting. Snuff, the brown spaniel, who
- had placed herself in front of him, and had been watching him for some
- time, now jumped up in impatience for the expected caress. But Godfrey
- thrust her away without looking at her, and left the room, followed
- humbly by the unresenting Snuff- perhaps because she saw no other career
- open to her.
-
- CHAPTER FOUR
-
- DUNSTAN CASS, setting off in the raw morning, at the judiciously quiet
- pace of a man who is obliged to ride to cover on his hunter, had to take
- his way along the lane, which, at its farther extremity, passed by the
- piece of unenclosed ground called the Stone-pit, where stood the
- cottage, once a stone-cutter's shed, now for fifteen years inhabited by
- Silas Marner. The spot looked very dreary at this season, with the moist
- trodden clay about it, and the red, muddy water high up in the deserted
- quarry. That was Dunstan's first thought as he approached it; the second
- was, that the old fool of a weaver, whose loom he heard rattling
- already, had a great deal of money hidden somewhere. How was it that he,
- Dunstan Cass, who had often heard talk of Marner's miserliness, had
- never thought of suggesting to Godfrey that he should frighten or
- persuade the old fellow into lending the money on the excellent security
- of the young Squire's prospects? The resource occurred to him now as so
- easy and agreeable, especially as Marner's hoard was likely to be large
- enough to leave Godfrey a handsome surplus beyond his immediate needs,
- and enable him to accommodate his faithful brother, that he had almost
- turned the horse's head towards home again. Godfrey would be ready
- enough to accept the suggestion: he would snatch eagerly at a plan that
- might save him from parting with Wildfire. But when Dunstan's meditation
- reached this point, the inclination to go on grew strong and prevailed.
- He didn't want to give Godfrey that pleasure: he preferred that Master
- Godfrey should be vexed. Moreover, Dunstan enjoyed the self-important
- consciousness of having a horse to sell, and the opportunity of driving
- a bargain, swaggering, and, possibly, taking somebody in. He might have
- all the satisfaction attendant on selling his brother's horse, and not
- the less have the further satisfaction of setting Godfrey to borrow
- Marner's money. So he rode on to cover.
-
- Bryce and Keating were there, as Dunstan was quite sure they would be-
- he was such a lucky fellow.
-
- 'Hey-day,' said Bryce, who had long had his eye on Wildfire, 'you're on
- your brother's horse today: how's that?'
-
- 'Oh, I've swopped with him,' said Dunstan, whose delight in lying,
- grandly independent of utility, was not to be diminished by the
- likelihood that his hearer would not believe him- 'Wildfire's mine now.'
-
- 'What! has he swopped with you for that big-boned hack of yours?' said
- Bryce, quite aware that he should get another lie in answer.
-
- 'Oh, there was a little account between us,' said Dunsey, carelessly,
- 'and Wildfire made it even. I accommodated him by taking the horse,
- though it was against my will, for I'd got an itch for a mare o'
- Jortin's- as rare a bit o' blood as ever you threw your leg across. But
- I shall keep Wildfire, now I've got him; though I'd a bid of a hundred
- and fifty for him the other day, from a man over at Flitton- he's buying
- for Lord Cromleck- a fellow with a cast in his eye, and a green
- waistcoat. But I mean to stick to Wildfire: I shan't get a better at a
- fence in a hurry. The mare's got more blood, but she's a bit too weak in
- the hindquarters.'
-
- Bryce of course divined that Dunstan wanted to sell the horse, and
- Dunstan knew that he divined it (horse-dealing is only one of many human
- transactions carried on in this ingenious manner); and they both
- considered that the bargain was in its first stage, when Bryce replied
- ironically:
-
- 'I wonder at that now; I wonder you mean to keep him; for I never heard
- of a man who didn't want to sell his horse getting a bid of half as much
- again as the horse was worth. You'll be lucky if you get a hundred.'
-
- Keating rode up now, and the transaction became more complicated. It
- ended in the purchase of the horse by Bryce for a hundred and twenty, to
- be paid on the delivery of Wildfire, safe and sound, at the Batherley
- stables. It did occur to Dunsey that it might be wise for him to give up
- the day's hunting, proceed at once to Batherley, and, having waited for
- Bryce's return, hire a horse to carry him home with the money in his
- pocket. But the inclination for a run, encouraged by confidence in his
- luck, and by a draught of brandy from his pocket-pistol at the
- conclusion of the bargain, was not easy to overcome, especially with a
- horse under him that would take the fences to the admiration of the
- field. Dunstan, however, took one fence too many, and 'staked' his
- horse. His own ill-favoured person, which was quite unmarketable,
- escaped without injury, but poor Wildfire, unconscious of his price,
- turned on his flank, and painfully panted his last. It happened that
- Dunstan, a short time before, having had to get down to arrange his
- stirrup, had muttered a good many curses at this interruption, which had
- thrown him in the rear of the hunt near the moment of glory, and under
- this exasperation had taken the fences more blindly. He would soon have
- been up with the hounds again, when the fatal accident happened; and
- hence he was between eager riders in advance, not troubling themselves
- about what happened behind them, and far-off stragglers, who were as
- likely as not to pass quite aloof from the line of road in which
- Wildfire had fallen. Dunstan, whose nature it was to care more for
- immediate annoyances than for remote consequences, no sooner recovered
- his legs, and saw that it was all over with Wildfire, than he felt a
- satisfaction at the absence of witnesses to a position which no
- swaggering could make enviable. Reinforcing himself, after his shake,
- with a little brandy and much swearing, he walked as fast as he could to
- a coppice on his right hand, through which it occurred to him that he
- could make his way to Batherley without danger of encountering any
- member of the hunt. His first intention was to hire a horse there and
- ride home forthwith, for to walk many miles without a gun in his hand,
- and along an ordinary road, was as much out of the question to him as to
- other spirited young men of his kind. He did not much mind about taking
- the bad news to Godfrey, for he had to offer him at the same time the
- resource of Marner's money; and if Godfrey kicked, as he always did, at
- the notion of making a fresh debt, from which he himself got the
- smallest share of advantage, why, he wouldn't kick long: Dunstan felt
- sure he could worry Godfrey into anything. The idea of Marner's money
- kept growing in vividness now the want of it had become immediate; the
- prospect of having to make his appearance with the muddy boots of a
- pedestrian at Batherley, and encounter the grinning queries of
- stablemen, stood unpleasantly in the way of his impatience to be back at
- Raveloe and carry out his felicitous plan; and a casual visitation of
- his waistcoat pocket, as he was ruminating, awakened his memory to the
- fact that the two or three small coins his fore-finger encountered there
- were of too pale a colour to cover that small debt, without payment of
- which Jennings had declared he would never do any more business with
- Dunsey Cass. After all, according to the direction in which the run had
- brought him, he was not so very much farther from home than he was from
- Batherley; but Dunsey, not being remarkable for clearness of head, was
- only led to this conclusion by the gradual perception that there were
- other reasons for choosing the unprecedented course of walking home. It
- was now nearly four o'clock, and a mist was gathering: the sooner he got
- into the road the better. He remembered having crossed the road and seen
- the finger-post only a little while before Wildfire broke down; so,
- buttoning his coat, twisting the lash of his hunting whip compactly
- round the handle, and rapping the tops of his boots with a
- self-possessed air, as if to assure himself that he was not at all taken
- by surprise, he set off with the sense that he was undertaking a
- remarkable feat of bodily exertion, which somehow, and at some time, he
- should be able to dress up and magnify to the admiration of a select
- circle at the Rainbow. When a young gentleman like Dunsey is reduced to
- so exceptional a mode of locomotion as walking, a whip in his hand is a
- desirable corrective to a too bewildering dreamy sense of unwontedness
- in his position; and Dunstan, as he went along through the gathering
- mist, was always rapping his whip somewhere. It was Godfrey's whip,
- which he had chosen to take without leave because it had a gold handle;
- of course no one could see, when Dunstan held it, that the name Godfrey
- Cass was cut in deep letters on that gold handle- they could only see
- that it was a very handsome whip. Dunsey was not without fear that he
- might meet some acquaintance in whose eyes he would cut a pitiable
- figure, for mist is no screen when people get close to each other; but
- when he at last found himself in the well-known Raveloe lanes without
- having met a soul, he silently remarked that that was part of his usual
- good luck. But now the mist, helped by the evening darkness, was more of
- a screen than he desired, for it hid the ruts into which his feet were
- liable to slip- hid everything, so that he had to guide his steps by
- dragging his whip along the low bushes in advance of the hedgerow. He
- must soon, he thought, be getting near the opening at the Stone-pits: he
- should find it out by the break in the hedgerow. He found it out,
- however, by another circumstance which he had not expected- namely, by
- certain gleams of light, which he presently guessed to proceed from
- Silas Marner's cottage. That cottage and the money hidden within it had
- been in his mind continually, during his walk, and he had been imagining
- ways of cajoling and tempting the weaver to part with the immediate
- possession of his money for the sake of receiving interest. Dunstan felt
- as if there must be a little frightening added to the cajolery, for his
- own arithmetical convictions were not clear enough to afford him any
- forcible demonstration as to the advantages of interest; and as for
- security, he regarded it vaguely as a means of cheating a man, by making
- him believe that he would be paid. Altogether, the operation on the
- miser's mind was a task that Godfrey would be sure to hand over to his
- more daring and cunning brother: Dunstan had made up his mind to that;
- and by the time he saw the light gleaming through the chinks of Marner's
- shutters, the idea of a dialogue with the weaver had become so familiar
- to him, that it occurred to him as quite a natural thing to make the
- acquaintance forthwith. There might be several conveniences attending
- this course: the weaver had possibly got a lantern, and Dunstan was
- tired of feeling his way. He was still nearly three-quarters of a mile
- from home, and the lane was becoming unpleasantly slippery, for the mist
- was passing into rain. He turned up the bank, not without some fear lest
- he might miss the right way, since he was not certain whether the light
- were in front or on the side of the cottage. But he felt the ground
- before him cautiously with his whip-handle, and at last arrived safely
- at the door. He knocked loudly, rather enjoying the idea that the old
- fellow would be frightened at the sudden noise. He heard no movement in
- reply: all was silence in the cottage. Was the weaver gone to bed, then?
- If so, why had he left a light? That was a strange forgetfulness in a
- miser. Dunstan knocked still more loudly, and, without pausing for a
- reply, pushed his fingers through the latch-hole, intending to shake the
- door and pull the latch-string up and down, not doubting that the door
- was fastened. But, to his surprise, at this double motion the door
- opened, and he found himself in front of a bright fire, which lit up
- every corner of the cottage- the bed, the loom, the three chairs, and
- the table- and showed him that Marner was not there.
-
- Nothing at that moment could be much more inviting to Dunsey than the
- bright fire on the brick hearth: he walked in and seated himself by it
- at once. There was something in front of the fire, too, that would have
- been inviting to a hungry man, if it had been in a different stage of
- cooking. It was a small bit of pork suspended from the kettle-hanger by
- a string passed through a large door-key, in a way known to primitive
- house-keepers unpossessed of jacks. But the pork had been hung at the
- farthest extremity of the hanger, apparently to prevent the roasting
- from proceeding too rapidly during the owner's absence. The old staring
- simpleton had hot meat for his supper, then? thought Dunstan. People had
- always said he lived on mouldy bread, on purpose to check his appetite.
- But where could he be at this time, and on such an evening, leaving his
- supper in this stage of preparation, and his door unfastened? Dunstan's
- own recent difficulty in making his way suggested to him that the weaver
- had perhaps gone outside his cottage to fetch in fuel, or for some such
- brief purpose, and had slipped into the Stone-pit. That was an
- interesting idea to Dunstan, carrying consequences of entire novelty. If
- the weaver was dead, who had a right to his money? Who would know where
- his money was hidden? Who would know that anybody had come to take it
- away? He went no farther into the subtleties of evidence: the pressing
- question, 'Where is the money?' now took such entire possession of him
- as to make him quite forget that the weaver's death was not a certainty.
- A dull mind, once arriving at an inference that flatters a desire, is
- rarely able to retain the impression that the notion from which the
- inference started was purely problematic. And Dunstan's mind was as dull
- as the mind of a possible felon usually is. There were only three
- hiding-places where he had ever heard of cottagers' hoards being found:
- the thatch, the bed, and a hole in the floor. Marner's cottage had no
- thatch; and Dunstan's first act, after a train of thought made rapid by
- the stimulus of cupidity, was to go up to the bed; but while he did so,
- his eyes travelled eagerly over the floor, where the bricks, distinct in
- the fire-light, were discernible under the sprinkling of sand. But not
- everywhere; for there was one spot, and one only, which was quite
- covered with sand, and sand showing the marks of fingers which had
- apparently been careful to spread it over a given space. It was near the
- treddles of the loom. In an instant Dunstan darted to that spot, swept
- away the sand with his whip, and, inserting the thin end of the hook
- between the bricks, found that they were loose. In haste he lifted up
- two bricks, and saw what he had no doubt was the object of his search;
- for what could there be but money in those two leathern bags? And, from
- their weight, they must be filled with guineas. Dunstan felt round the
- hole, to be certain that it held no more; then hastily replaced the
- bricks, and spread the sand over them. Hardly more than five minutes had
- passed since he entered the cottage, but it seemed to Dunstan like a
- long while; and though he was without any distinct recognition of the
- possibility that Marner might be alive, and might re-enter the cottage
- at any moment, he felt an undefinable dread laying hold on him, as he
- rose to his feet with the bags in his hand. He would hasten out into the
- darkness, and then consider what he should do with the bags. He closed
- the door behind him immediately, that he might shut in the stream of
- light: a few steps would be enough to carry him beyond betrayal by the
- gleams from the shutter-chinks and the latch-hole. The rain and darkness
- had got thicker, and he was glad of it; though it was awkward walking
- with both hands filled, so that it was as much as he could do to grasp
- his whip along with one of the bags. But when he had gone a yard or two,
- he might take his time. So he stepped forward into the darkness.
-
- CHAPTER FIVE
-
- WHEN Dunstan Cass turned his back on the cottage, Silas Marner was not
- more than a hundred yards away from it, plodding along from the village
- with a sack thrown round his shoulders as an overcoat, and with a horn
- lantern in his hand. His legs were weary, but his mind was at ease, free
- from the presentiment of change. The sense of security more frequently
- springs from habit than from conviction, and for this reason it often
- subsists after such a change in the conditions as might have been
- expected to suggest alarm. The lapse of time during which a given event
- has not happened, is, in this logic of habit, constantly alleged as a
- reason why the event should never happen, even when the lapse of time is
- precisely the added condition which makes the event imminent. A man will
- tell you that he has worked in a mine for forty years unhurt by an
- accident, as a reason why he should apprehend no danger, though the roof
- is beginning to sink; and it is often observable, that the older a man
- gets, the more difficult it is to him to retain a believing conception
- of his own death. This influence of habit was necessarily strong in a
- man whose life was so monotonous as Marner's- who saw no new people and
- heard of no new events to keep alive in him the idea of the unexpected
- and the changeful; and it explains, simply enough, why his mind could be
- at ease, though he had left his house and his treasure more defenceless
- than usual. Silas was thinking with double complacency of his supper:
- first, because it would be hot and savoury; and, secondly, because it
- would cost him nothing. For the little bit of pork was a present from
- that excellent housewife, Miss Priscilla Lammeter, to whom he had this
- day carried home a handsome piece of linen; and it was only on occasion
- of a present like this, that Silas indulged himself with roast meat.
- Supper was his favourite meal, because it came at his time of revelry,
- when his heart warmed over his gold; whenever he had roast-meat, he
- always chose to have it for supper. But this evening, he had no sooner
- ingeniously knotted his string fast round his bit of pork, twisted the
- string according to rule over his door-key, passed it through the
- handle, and made it fast on the hanger, than he remembered that a piece
- of very fine twine was indispensable to his 'setting up' a new piece of
- work in his loom early in the morning. It had slipped his memory,
- because, in coming from Mr Lammeter's, he had not had to pass through
- the village; but to lose time by going on errands in the morning was out
- of the question. It was a nasty fog to turn out into, but there were
- things Silas loved better than his own comfort; so, drawing his pork to
- the extremity of the hanger, and arming himself with his lantern and his
- old sack, he set out on what, in ordinary weather, would have been a
- twenty minutes' errand. He could not have locked his door without
- undoing his well-knotted string and retarding his supper; it was not
- worth his while to make that sacrifice. What thief would find his way to
- the Stone-pits on such a night as this? and why should he come on this
- particular night, when he had never come through all the fifteen years
- before? These questions were not distinctly present in Silas's mind;
- they merely serve to represent the vaguely-felt foundation of his
- freedom from anxiety.
-
- He reached his door in much satisfaction that his errand was done: he
- opened it, and to his short-sighted eyes everything remained as he had
- left it, except that the fire sent out a welcome increase of heat. He
- trod about the floor while putting by his lantern and throwing aside his
- hat and sack, so as to merge the marks of Dunstan's feet on the sand in
- the marks of his own nailed boots. Then he moved his pork nearer to the
- fire, and sat down to the agreeable business of tending the meat and
- warming himself at the same time.
-
- Any one who had looked at him as the red light shone upon his pale face,
- strange straining eyes, and meagre form, would perhaps have understood
- the mixture of contemptuous pity, dread, and suspicion with which he was
- regarded by his neighbours in Raveloe. Yet few men could be more
- harmless than poor Marner. In his truthful simple soul, not even the
- growing greed and worship of gold could beget any vice directly
- injurious to others. The light of his faith quite put out, and his
- affections made desolate, he had clung with all the force of his nature
- to his work and his money; and like all objects to which a man devotes
- himself, they had fashioned him into correspondence with themselves. His
- loom, as he wrought in it without ceasing, had in its turn wrought on
- him, and confirmed more and more the monotonous craving for its
- monotonous response. His gold, as he hung over it and saw it grow,
- gathered his power of loving together into a hard isolation like its
- own.
-
- As soon as he was warm he began to think it would be a long while to
- wait till after supper before he drew out his guineas, and it would be
- pleasant to see them on the table before him as he ate his unwonted
- feast. For joy is the best of wine, and Silas's guineas were a golden
- wine of that sort.
-
- He rose and placed his candle unsuspectingly on the floor near his loom,
- swept away the sand without noticing any change, and removed the bricks.
- The sight of the empty hole made his heart leap violently, but the
- belief that his gold was gone could not come at once- only terror, and
- the eager effort to put an end to the terror. He passed his trembling
- hand all about the hole, trying to think it possible that his eyes had
- deceived him; then he held the candle in the hole and examined it
- curiously, trembling more and more. At last he shook so violently that
- he let fall the candle, and lifted his hands to his head, trying to
- steady himself, that he might think. Had he put his gold somewhere else,
- by a sudden resolution last night, and then forgotten it? A man falling
- into dark waters seeks a momentary footing even on sliding stones; and
- Silas, by acting as if he believed in false hopes, warded off the moment
- of despair. He searched in every corner, he turned his bed over, and
- shook it, and kneaded it; he looked in his brick oven where he laid his
- sticks. When there was no other place to be searched, he kneeled down
- again and felt once more all round the hole. There was no untried refuge
- left for a moment's shelter from the terrible truth.
-
- Yes, there was a sort of refuge which always come with the prostration
- of thought under an overpowering passion: it was that expectation of
- impossibilities, that belief in contradictory images, which is still
- distinct from madness, because it is capable of being dissipated by the
- external fact. Silas got up from his knees trembling, and looked round
- at the table: didn't the gold lie there after all? The table was bare.
- Then he turned and looked behind him- looked all round his dwelling,
- seeming to strain his brown eyes after some possible appearance of the
- bags, where he had already sought them in vain. He could see every
- object in his cottage- and his gold was not there.
-
- Again he put his trembling hands to his head, and gave a wild ringing
- scream, the cry of desolation. For a few moments after, he stood
- motionless; but the cry had relieved him from the first maddening
- pressure of the truth. He turned and tottered towards his loom, and got
- into the seat where he worked, instinctively seeking this as the
- strongest assurance of reality.
-
- And now that all the false hopes had vanished, and the first shock of
- certainty was past, the idea of a thief began to present itself, and he
- entertained it eagerly, because a thief might be caught and made to
- restore the gold. The thought brought some new strength with it, and he
- started from his loom to the door. As he opened it the rain beat in upon
- him, for it was falling more and more heavily. There were no footsteps
- to be tracked on such a night- footsteps? When had the thief come?
- During Silas's absence in the daytime the door had been locked, and
- there had been no marks of any inroad on his return by daylight. And in
- the evening, too, he said to himself, everything was the same as when he
- had left it. The sand and bricks looked as if they had not been moved.
- Was it a thief who had taken the bags? or was it a cruel power that no
- hands could reach, which had delighted in making him a second time
- desolate? He shrank from this vaguer dread, and fixed his mind with
- struggling effort on the robber with hands, who could be reached by
- hands. His thoughts glanced at all the neighbours who had made any
- remarks, or asked any questions which he might now regard as a ground of
- suspicion. There was Jem Rodney, a known poacher, and otherwise
- disreputable: he had often met Marner in his journeys across the fields,
- and had said something jestingly about the weaver's money; nay, he had
- once irritated Marner, by lingering at the fire when he called to light
- his pipe, instead of going about his business. Jem Rodney was the man-
- there was ease in the thought. Jem could be found and made to restore
- the money: Marner did not want to punish him, but only to get back his
- gold which had gone from him, and left his soul like a forlorn traveller
- on an unknown desert. The robber must be laid hold of. Marner's ideas of
- legal authority were confused, but he felt that he must go and proclaim
- his loss; and the great people in the village- the clergyman, the
- constable, and Squire Cass- would make Jem Rodney, or somebody else,
- deliver up the stolen money. He rushed out in the rain, under the
- stimulus of this hope, forgetting to cover his head, not caring to
- fasten his door; for he felt as if he had nothing left to lose. He ran
- swiftly till want of breath compelled him to slacken his pace as he was
- entering the village at the turning close to the Rainbow.
-
- The Rainbow, in Marner's view, was a place of luxurious resort for rich
- and stout husbands, whose wives had superfluous stores of linen; it was
- the place where he was likely to find the powers and dignities of
- Raveloe, and where he could most speedily make his loss public. He
- lifted the latch, and turned into the bright bar or kitchen on the right
- hand, where the less lofty customers of the house were in the habit of
- assembling, the parlour on the left being reserved for the more select
- society in which Squire Cass frequently enjoyed the double pleasure of
- conviviality and condescension. But the parlour was dark tonight, the
- chief personages who ornamented its circle being all at Mrs Osgood's
- birthday dance, as Godfrey Cass was. And in consequence of this, the
- party on the high-screened seats in the kitchen was more numerous than
- usual; several personages, who would otherwise have been admitted into
- the parlour and enlarged the opportunity of hectoring and condescension
- for their betters, being content this evening to vary their enjoyment by
- taking their spirits-and-water where they could themselves hector and
- condescend in company that called for beer.
-
- CHAPTER SIX
-
- THE conversation, which was at a high pitch of animation when Silas
- approached the door of the Rainbow, had, as usual, been slow and
- intermittent when the company first assembled. The pipes began to be
- puffed in a silence which had an air of severity; the more important
- customers, who drank spirits and sat nearest the fire, staring at each
- other as if a bet were depending on the first man who winked; while the
- beer-drinkers, chiefly men in fustian jackets and smock-frocks, kept
- their eyelids down and rubbed their hands across their mouths, as if
- their draughts of beer were a funereal duty attended with embarrassing
- sadness. At last Mr Snell, the landlord, a man of a neutral disposition,
- accustomed to stand aloof from human differences as those of beings who
- were all alike in need of liquor, broke silence, by saying in a doubtful
- tone to his cousin the butcher:
-
- 'Some folks 'ud say that was a fine beast you druv in yesterday, Bob?'
-
- The butcher, a jolly, smiling, red-haired man, was not disposed to
- answer rashly. He gave a few puffs before he spat and replied, 'And they
- wouldn't be fur wrong, John.'
-
- After this feeble delusive thaw, the silence set in as severely as
- before.
-
- 'Was it a red Durham?' said the farrier, taking up the thread of
- discourse after the lapse of a few minutes.
-
- The farrier looked at the landlord, and the landlord looked at the
- butcher, as the person who must take the responsibility of answering.
-
- 'Red it was,' said the butcher, in his good-humoured husky treble- 'and
- a Durham it was.'
-
- 'Then you needn't tell me who you bought it of,' said the farrier,
- looking round with some triumph; 'I know who it is has got the red
- Durhams o' this country-side. And she'd a white star on her brow, I'll
- bet a penny?' The farrier leaned forward with his hands on his knees as
- he put this question, and his eyes twinkled knowingly.
-
- 'Well; yes- she might,' said the butcher, slowly, considering that he
- was giving a decided affirmative. 'I don't say contrairy.'
-
- 'I knew that very well,' said the farrier, throwing himself backward
- again, and speaking defiantly; 'if I don't know Mr Lammeter's cows, I
- should like to know who does- that's all. And as for the cow you've
- bought, bargain or no bargain, I've been at the drenching of her-
- contradick me who will.'
-
- The farrier looked fierce, and the mild butcher's conversational spirit
- was roused a little.
-
- 'I'm not for contradicking no man,' he said; 'I'm for peace and
- quietness. Some are for cutting long ribs- I'm for cutting 'em short,
- myself; but I don't quarrel with 'em. All I say is, it's a lovely
- carkiss- and anybody as was reasonable, it 'ud bring tears into their
- eyes to look at it.'
-
- 'Well, it's the cow as I drenched, whatever it is,' pursued the farrier,
- angrily; 'and it was Mr Lammeter's cow, else you told a lie when you
- said it was a red Durham.'
-
- 'I tell no lies,' said the butcher, with the same mild huskiness as
- before; 'and I contradick none- not if a man was to swear himself black:
- he's no meat o' mine nor none o' my bargains. All I say is, it's a
- lovely carkiss. And what I say, I'll stick to; but I'll quarrel wi' no
- man.'
-
- 'No,' said the farrier, with bitter sarcasm, looking at the company
- generally; 'and p'rhaps you aren't pig-headed; and p'rhaps you didn't
- say the cow was a red Durham; and p'rhaps you didn't say she'd got a
- star on her brow- stick to that, now you're at it.'
-
- 'Come, come,' said the landlord; 'let the cow alone. The truth lies
- atween you: you're both right and both wrong, as I allays says. And as
- for the cow's being Mr Lammeter's, I say nothing to that; but this I
- say, as the Rainbow's the Rainbow. And for the matter o' that, if the
- talk is to be o' the Lammeters, you know the most upo' that head, eh, Mr
- Macey? You remember when first Mr Lammeter's father come into these
- parts, and took the Warrens?'
-
- Mr Macey, tailor and parish-clerk, the latter of which functions
- rheumatism had of late obliged him to share with a small-featured young
- man who sat opposite him, held his white head on one side, and twirled
- his thumbs with an air of complacency, slightly seasoned with criticism.
- He smiled pityingly, in answer to the landlord's appeal, and said-
-
- 'Aye, aye; I know, I know; but I let other folks talk. I've laid by now,
- and gev up to the young uns. Ask them as have been to school at Tarley:
- they've learnt pernouncing; that's come up since my day.'
-
- 'If you're pointing at me, Mr Macey,' said the deputy clerk, with an air
- of anxious propriety, 'I'm nowise a man to speak out of my place. As the
- psalm says-
-
-
- I know what's right, nor only so,
-
- But also practise what I know.'
-
-
- 'Well, then, I wish you'd keep hold o' the tune when it's set for you;
- if you're for practising, I wish you'd practise that,' said a large
- jocose-looking man, an excellent wheelwright in his week-day capacity,
- but on Sundays leader of the choir. He winked, as he spoke, at two of
- the company, who were known officially as 'the bassoon' and 'the
- key-bugle', in the confidence that he was expressing the sense of the
- musical profession in Raveloe.
-
- Mr Tookey, the deputy-clerk, who shared the unpopularity common to
- deputies, turned very red, but replied, with careful moderation- 'Mr
- Winthrop, if you'll bring me any proof as I'm in the wrong, I'm not the
- man to say I won't alter. But there's people set up their own ears for a
- standard, and expect the whole choir to follow 'em. There may be two
- opinions, I hope.'
-
- 'Aye, aye,' said Mr Macey, who felt very well satisfied with this attack
- on youthful presumption: 'you're right there, Tookey: there's allays two
- 'pinions; there's the 'pinion a man has of himsen, and there's the
- 'pinion other folks have on him. There'd be two 'pinions about a cracked
- bell, if the bell could hear itself.'
-
- 'Well, Mr Macey,' said poor Tookey, serious amidst the general laughter,
- 'I undertook to partially fill up the office of parish-clerk by Mr
- Crackenthorp's desire, whenever your infirmities should make you
- unfitting; and it's one of the rights thereof to sing in the choir- else
- why have you done the same yourself?
-
- 'Ah! but the old gentleman and you are two folks,' said Ben Winthrop.
- 'The old gentleman's got a gift. Why, the Squire used to invite him to
- take a glass, only to hear him sing the "Red Rovier"; didn't he, Mr
- Macey? It's a nat'ral gift. There's my little lad Aaron, he's got a
- gift- he can sing a tune off straight, like a throstle. But as for you,
- Master Tookey, you'd better stick to your "Amens": your voice is well
- enough when you keep it up in your nose. It's your inside as isn't right
- made for music: it's no better nor a hollow stalk.'
-
- This kind of unflinching frankness was the most piquant form of joke to
- the company at the Rainbow, and Ben Winthrop's insult was felt by
- everybody to have capped Mr Macey's epigram.
-
- 'I see what it is plain enough,' said Mr Tookey, unable to keep cool any
- longer. 'There's a consperacy to turn me out o' the choir, as I
- shouldn't share the Christmas money- that's where it is. But I shall
- speak to Mr Crackenthorp; I'll not be put upon by no man.'
-
- 'Nay, nay, Tookey,' said Ben Winthrop. 'We'll pay you your share to keep
- out of it- that's what we'll do. There's things folks 'ud pay to be rid
- on, besides varmin.'
-
- 'Come, come,' said the landlord, who felt that paying people for their
- absence was a principle dangerous to society; 'a joke's a joke. We're
- all good friends here, I hope. We must give and take. You're both right
- and you're both wrong, as I say. I agree wi' Mr Macey here, as there's
- two opinions; and if mine was asked, I should say they're both right.
- Tookey's right and Winthrop's right, and they've only got to split the
- difference and make themselves even.'
-
- The farrier was puffing his pipe rather fiercely, in some contempt at
- this trivial discussion. He had no ear for music himself, and never went
- to church, as being of the medical profession, and likely to be in
- requisition for delicate cows. But the butcher, having music in his
- soul, had listened with a divided desire for Tookey's defeat, and for
- the preservation of the peace.
-
- 'To be sure,' he said, following up the landlord's conciliatory view,
- 'we're fond of our old clerk; it's nat'ral, and him used to be such a
- singer, and got a brother as is known for the first fiddler in this
- countryside. Eh, it's a pity but what Solomon lived in our village, and
- could give us a tune when we liked; eh, Mr Macey? I'd keep him in liver
- and lights for nothing- that I would.'
-
- 'Aye, aye,' said Mr Macey, in the height of complacency, 'our family's
- been known for musicianers as far back as anybody can tell. But them
- things are dying out, as I tell Solomon every time he comes round;
- there's no voices like what there used to be, and there's nobody
- remembers what we remember, if it isn't the old crows.'
-
- 'Aye, you remember when first Mr Lammeter's father came into these
- parts, don't you, Mr Macey?' said the landlord.
-
- 'I should think I did,' said the old man, who had now gone through that
- complimentary process necessary to bring him up to the point of
- narration, 'and a fine old gentleman he was- as fine, and finer nor the
- Mr Lammeter as now is. He came from a bit north'ard, so far as I could
- ever make out. But there's nobody rightly knows about those parts: only
- it couldn't be far north'ard, nor much different from this country, for
- he brought a fine breed o' sheep with him, so there must be pastures
- there, and everything reasonable. We heared tell as he'd sold his own
- land to come and take the Warrens, and that seemed odd for a man as had
- land of his own, to come and rent a farm in a strange place. But they
- say it was along of his wife's dying; though there's reasons in things
- as nobody knows on- that's pretty much what I've made out; though some
- folks are so wise, they'll find you fifty reasons straight off, and all
- the while the real reason's winking at 'em in the corner, and they niver
- see't. Howsomever, it was soon seen as we'd got a new parish'ner as
- know'd the rights and customs o' things, and kep a good house, and was
- well looked on by everybody. And the young man- that's the Mr Lammeter
- as now is, for he'd niver a sister- soon begun to court Miss Osgood,
- that's the sister o' the Mr Osgood as now is, and a fine handsome lass
- she was- eh, you can't think- they pretend this young lass is like her,
- but that's the way wi' people as don't know what come before 'em. I
- should know, for I helped the old rector, Mr Drumlow as was, I helped
- him marry 'em.'
-
- Here Mr Macey paused; he always gave his narrative in instalments,
- expecting to be questioned according to precedent.
-
- 'Aye, and a partic'lar thing happened, didn't it, Mr Macey, so as you
- were likely to remember that marriage?' said the landlord, in a
- congratulatory tone.
-
- 'I should think there did- a very partic'lar thing,' said Mr Macey,
- nodding sideways. 'For Mr Drumlow- poor old gentleman, I was fond on
- him, though he'd got a bit confused in his head, what wi' age and wi'
- taking a drop o' summat warm when the service come of a cold morning.
- And young Mr Lammeter, he'd have no way but he must be married in
- janiwary, which, to be sure, 's a unreasonable time to be married in,
- for it isn't like a christening or a burying, as you can't help; and so
- Mr Drumlow- poor old gentleman, I was fond on him- but when he come to
- put the questions, he put 'em by the rule o' contrairy, like, and he
- says, "Wilt thou have this man to thy wedded wife?" says he, and then he
- says, "Wilt thou have this woman to thy wedded husband?" says he. But
- the partic'larest thing of all is, as nobody took any notice on it but
- me, and they answered straight off "yes", like as if it had been me
- saying "Amen" i' the right place, without listening to what went
- before.'
-
- 'But you knew what was going on well enough, didn't you, Mr Macey? You
- were live enough, eh?' said the butcher.
-
- 'Lor bless you!' said Mr Macey, pausing, and smiling in pity at the
- impotence of his hearers' imagination- 'why, I was all of a tremble: it
- was as if I'd been a coat pulled by the two tails, like; for I couldn't
- stop the parson, I couldn't take upon me to do that; and yet I said to
- myself, I says, "Suppose they shouldn't be fast married, 'cause the
- words are contrairy?" and my head went working like a mill, for I was
- allays uncommon for turning things over and seeing all round 'em; and I
- says to myself, "Is't the meanin' or the words as makes folks fast i'
- wedlock?" For the parson meant right, and the bride and bridegroom meant
- right. But then, when I come to think on it, meanin' goes but a little
- way i' most things, for you may mean to stick things together and your
- glue may be bad, and then where are you? And so I says to mysen, "It
- isn't the meanin', it's the glue." And I was worreted as if I'd got
- three bells to pull at once, when we got into the vestry, and they begun
- to sign their names. But where's the use o' talking?- you can't think
- what goes on in a 'cute man's inside.'
-
- 'But you held in for all that, didn't you, Mr Macey?' said the landlord.
-
- 'Aye, I held in tight till I was by mysen wi' Mr Drumlow, and then I out
- wi' everything, but respectful, as I allays did. And he made light on
- it, and he says, "Pooh, pooh, Macey, make yourself easy," he says, "it's
- neither the meaning nor the words- it's the regester does it- that's the
- glue." So you see he settled it easy; for parsons and doctors know
- everything by heart, like, so as they aren't worreted wi' thinking
- what's the rights and wrongs o' things, as I'n been many and many's the
- time. And sure enough the wedding turned out all right, on'y poor Mrs
- Lammeter- that's Miss Osgood as was- died afore the lasses were growed
- up; but for prosperity and everything respectable, there's no family
- more looked on.'
-
- Every one of Mr Macey's audience had heard this story many times, but it
- was listened to as if it had been a favourite tune, and at certain
- points the puffing of the pipes was momentarily suspended, that the
- listeners might give their whole minds to the expected words. But there
- was more to come; and Mr Snell, the landlord, duly put the leading
- question.
-
- 'Why, old Mr Lammeter had a pretty fortin, didn't they say, when he come
- into these parts?'
-
- 'Well, yes,' said Mr Macey; 'but I daresay it's as much as this Mr
- Lammeter's done to keep it whole. For there was allays a talk as nobody
- could get rich on the Warrens: though he holds it cheap, for it's what
- they call Charity Land.'
-
- 'Aye, and there's few folks know so well as you how it come to be
- Charity Land, eh, Mr Macey?' said the butcher.
-
- 'How should they?' said the old clerk, with some contempt. 'Why, my
- grandfather made the grooms' livery for that Mr Cliff as came and built
- the big stables at the Warrens. Why, they're stables four times as big
- as Squire Cass's, for he thought o' nothing but hosses and hunting,
- Cliff didn't- a Lunnon tailor, some folks said, as had gone mad wi'
- cheating. For he couldn't ride; lor bless you! they said he'd got no
- more grip o' the hoss than if his legs had been cross sticks: my
- grandfather heared old Squire Cass say so many and many a time. But ride
- he would, as if old Harry had been a-driving him; and he'd a son, a lad
- o' sixteen; and nothing would his father have him do, but he must ride
- and ride- though the lad was frighted, they said. And it was a common
- saying as the father wanted to ride the tailor out o' the lad, and make
- a gentleman on him- not but what I'm a tailor myself, but in respect as
- God made me such, I'm proud on it, for "Macey tailor", 's been wrote up
- over our door since afore the Queen's heads went out on the shillings.
- But Cliff, he was ashamed o' being called a tailor, and he was sore
- vexed as his riding was laughed at, and nobody o' the gentlefolks
- hereabout could abide him. Howsomever, the poor lad got sickly and died,
- and the father didn't live long after him, for he got queerer nor ever,
- and they said he used to go out i' the dead o' the night, wi' a lantern
- in his hand, to the stables, and set a lot o' lights burning, for he got
- as he couldn't sleep; and there he'd stand, cracking his whip and
- looking at his hosses; and they said it was a mercy as the stables
- didn't get burnt down wi' the poor dumb creaturs in 'em. But at last he
- died raving, and they found as he'd left all his property, Warrens and
- all, to a Lunnon Charity, and that's how the Warrens came to be Charity
- land; though, as for the stables, Mr Lammeter never uses 'em- they're
- out o' all charicter- lor bless you! if you was to set the doors
- a-banging in 'em, it 'ud sound like thunder half o'er the parish.'
-
- 'Aye, but there's more going on in the stables than what folks see by
- daylight, eh, Mr Macey?' said the landlord.
-
- 'Aye, aye; go that way of a dark night, that's all,' said Mr Macey
- winking mysteriously, 'and then make believe, if you like, as you didn't
- see lights i' the stables, nor hear the stamping o' the hosses, nor the
- cracking o' the whips, and howling, too, if it's tow'rt daybreak.
- "Cliff's Holiday" has been the name of it ever sin' I were a boy; that's
- to say, some said as it was the holiday Old Harry gev him from roasting,
- like. That's what my father told me, and he was a reasonable man, though
- there's folks nowadays know what happened afore they were born better
- nor they know their own business.'
-
- 'What do you say to that, eh, Dowlas?' said the landlord, turning to the
- farrier, who was swelling with impatience for his cue. 'There's a nut
- for you to crack.'
-
- Mr Dowlas was the negative spirit in the company, and was proud of his
- position.
-
- 'Say? I say what a man should say as doesn't shut his eyes to look at a
- finger-post. I say, as I'm ready to wager any man ten pound, if he'll
- stand out wi' me any dry night in the pasture before the Warren stables,
- as we shall neither see lights nor hear noises, if it isn't the blowing
- of our own noses. That's what I say, and I've said it many a time; but
- there's nobody'ull ventur a ten-pun' note on their ghos'es as they make
- so sure of.'
-
- 'Why, Dowlas, that's easy betting, that is,' said Ben Winthrop. 'You
- might as well bet a man as he wouldn't catch the rheumatise if he stood
- up to 's neck in the pool of a frosty night. It 'ud be fine fun for a
- man to win his bet as he'd catch the rheumatise. Folks as believe in
- Cliff's Holiday aren't agoing to ventur near it for a matter o' ten
- pound.'
-
- 'If Master Dowlas wants to know the truth on it,' said Mr Macey, with a
- sarcastic smile, tapping his thumbs together, 'he's no call to lay any
- bet- let him go and stan' by himself- there's nobody 'ull hinder him;
- and then he can let the parish'ners know if they're wrong.'
-
- 'Thank you! I'm obliged to you,' said the farrier, with a snort of
- scorn. 'If folks are fools, it's no business o' mine. I don't want to
- make out the truth about ghos'es: I know it a'ready. But I'm not against
- a bet- everything fair and open. Let any man bet me ten pound as I shall
- see Cliff's Holiday, and I'll go and stand by myself. I want no company.
- I'd as lief do it as I'd fill this pipe.'
-
- 'Ah, but who's to watch you, Dowlas, and see you do it? That's no fair
- bet,' said the butcher.
-
- 'No fair bet?' replied Mr Dowlas, angrily. 'I should like to hear any
- man stand up and say I want to be unfair. Come now, Master Lundy, I
- should like to hear you say it.'
-
- 'Very like you would,' said the butcher. 'But it's no business o' mine.
- You're none o' my bargains, and I aren't a-going to try and 'bate your
- price. If anybody'll bid for you at your own vallying, let him. I'm for
- peace and quietness, I am.'
-
- 'Yes, that's what every yapping cur is, when you hold a stick up at
- him,' said the farrier. 'But I'm afraid o' neither man nor ghost, and
- I'm ready to lay a fair bet- I aren't a turn-tail cur.'
-
- 'Aye, but there's this in it, Dowlas,' said the landlord, speaking in a
- tone of much candour and tolerance. 'There's folks, i' my opinion, they
- can't see ghos'es, not if they stood as plain as a pike-staff before
- 'em. And there's reason i' that. For there's my wife, now, can't smell,
- not if she'd the strongest of cheese under her nose. I never see'd a
- ghost myself, but then I says to myself, "Very like I haven't got the
- smell for 'em." I mean, putting a ghost for a smell, or else
- contrairi-ways. And so, I'm for holding with both sides; for, as I say,
- the truth lies between 'em. And if Dowlas was to go and stand, and say
- he'd never seen a wink o' Cliff's Holiday all the night through, I'd
- back him; and if anybody said as Cliff's Holiday was certain sure, for
- all that, I'd back him too. For the smell's what I go by.'
-
- The landlord's analogical argument was not well received by the farrier-
- a man intensely opposed to compromise.
-
- 'Tut, tut,' he said, setting down his glass with refreshed irritation;
- 'what's the smell got to do with it? Did ever a ghost give a man a black
- eye? That's what I should like to know. If ghos'es want me to believe in
- 'em, let 'em leave off skulking i' the dark and i' lone places- let 'em
- come where there's company and candles.'
-
- 'As if ghos'es 'ud want to be believed in by anybody so ignirant!' said
- Mr Macey, in deep disgust at the farrier's crass incompetence to
- apprehend the conditions of ghostly phenomena.
-
- CHAPTER SEVEN
-
- YET the next moment there seemed to be some evidence that ghosts had a
- more condescending disposition than Mr Macey attributed to them; for the
- pale thin figure of Silas Marner was suddenly seen standing in the warm
- light, uttering no word, but looking round at the company with his
- strange unearthly eyes. The long pipes gave a simultaneous movement,
- like the antennae of startled insects, and every man present, not
- excepting even the sceptical farrier, had an impression that he saw, not
- Silas Marner in the flesh, but an apparition; for the door by which
- Silas had entered was hidden by the high-screened seats, and no one had
- noticed his approach. Mr Macey, sitting a long way off the ghost, might
- be supposed to have felt an argumentative triumph, which would tend to
- neutralize his share of the general alarm. Had he not always said that
- when Silas Marner was in that strange trance of his, his soul went loose
- from his body? Here was the demonstration: nevertheless, on the whole,
- he would have been as well contented without it. For a few moments there
- was a dead silence, Marner's want of breath and agitation not allowing
- him to speak. The landlord, under the habitual sense that he was bound
- to keep his house open to all company, and confident in the protection
- of his unbroken neutrality, at last took on himself the task of adjuring
- the ghost.
-
- 'Master Marner,' he said, in a conciliatory tone, 'what's lacking to
- you? What's your business here?'
-
- 'Robbed!' said Silas, gaspingly. 'I've been robbed! I want the
- constable- and the Justice- and Squire Cass- and Mr Crackenthorp.'
-
- 'Lay hold on him, Jem Rodney,' said the landlord, the idea of a ghost
- subsiding; 'he's off his head, I doubt. He's wet through.'
-
- Jem Rodney was the outermost man, and sat conveniently near Marner's
- standing-place; but he declined to give his services.
-
- 'Come and lay hold on him yourself, Mr Snell, if you've a mind,' said
- Jem, rather sullenly. 'He's been robbed, and murdered too, for what I
- know,' he added, in a muttering tone.
-
- 'Jem Rodney!' said Silas, turning and fixing his strange eyes on the
- suspected man.
-
- 'Aye, Master Marner, what do you want wi' me?' said Jem, trembling a
- little, and seizing his drinking-can as a defensive weapon.
-
- 'If it was you stole my money,' said Silas, clasping his hands
- entreatingly, and raising his voice to a cry, 'give it me back- and I
- won't meddle with you. I won't set the constable on you. Give it me
- back, and I'll let you- I'll let you have a guinea.'
-
- 'Me stole your money!' said Jem, angrily. 'I'll pitch this can at your
- eye if you talk o' my stealing your money.'
-
- 'Come, come, Master Marner,' said the landlord, now rising resolutely,
- and seizing Marner by the shoulder, 'if you've got any information to
- lay, speak it out sensible, and show as you're in your right mind, if
- you expect anybody to listen to you. You're as wet as a drownded rat.
- Sit down and dry yourself, and speak straight forrard.'
-
- 'Ah, to be sure, man,' said the farrier, who began to feel that he had
- not been quite on a par with himself and the occasion. 'Let's have no
- more staring and screaming, else we'll have you strapped for a madman.
- That was why I didn't speak at the first- thinks I, the man's run mad.'
-
- 'Aye, aye, make him sit down,' said several voices at once, well pleased
- that the reality of ghosts remained still an open question.
-
- The landlord forced Marner to take off his coat, and then to sit down on
- a chair aloof from everyone else, in the centre of the circle, and in
- the direct rays of the fire. The weaver, too feeble to have any distinct
- purpose beyond that of getting help to recover his money, submitted
- unresistingly. The transient fears of the company were now forgotten in
- their strong curiosity, and all faces were turned towards Silas, when
- the landlord, having seated himself again, said:
-
- 'Now then, Master Marner, what's this you've got to say, as you've been
- robbed? speak out.'
-
- 'He'd better not say again as it was me robbed him,' cried Jem Rodney,
- hastily. 'What could I ha' done with his money? I could as easy steal
- the parson's surplice, and wear it.'
-
- 'Hold your tongue, Jem, and let's hear what he's got to say,' said the
- landlord. 'Now then, Master Marner.'
-
- Silas now told his story under frequent questioning, as the mysterious
- character of the robbery became evident.
-
- This strangely novel situation of opening his trouble to his Raveloe
- neighbours, of sitting in the warmth of a hearth not his own, and
- feeling the presence of faces and voices which were his nearest promise
- of help, had doubtless its influence on Marner, in spite of his
- passionate preoccupation with his loss. Our consciousness rarely
- registers the beginning of a growth within us any more than without us:
- there have been many circulations of the sap before we detect the
- smallest sign of the bud.
-
- The slight suspicion with which his hearers at first listened to him,
- gradually melted away before the convincing simplicity of his distress:
- it was impossible for the neighbours to doubt that Marner was telling
- the truth, not because they were capable of arguing at once from the
- nature of his statements to the absence of any motive for making them
- falsely, but because, as Mr Macey observed, 'Folks as had the devil to
- back 'em were not likely to be so mushed' as poor Silas was. Rather,
- from the strange fact that the robber had left no traces, and had
- happened to know the nick of time, utterly incalculable by mortal
- agents, when Silas would go away from home without locking his door, the
- more probable conclusion seemed to be, that his disreputable intimacy in
- that quarter, if it ever existed, had been broken up, and that, in
- consequence, this ill turn had been done to Marner by somebody it was
- quite in vain to set the constable after. Why this preternatural felon
- should be obliged to wait till the door was left unlocked, was a
- question which did not present itself.
-
- 'It isn't Jem Rodney as has done this work, Master Marner,' said the
- landlord. 'You musn't be a-casting your eye at poor Jem. There may be a
- bit of a reckoning against Jem for the matter of a hare or so, if
- anybody was bound to keep their eyes staring open, and niver to wink-
- but Jem's been a-sitting here drinking his can, like the decentest man
- i' the parish, since before you left your house, Master Marner, by your
- own account.'
-
- 'Aye, aye,' said Mr Macey; 'let's have no accusing o' the innicent. That
- isn't the law. There must be folks to swear again' a man before he can
- be ta'en up. Let's have no accusing o' the innicent, Master Marner.'
-
- Memory was not so utterly torpid in Silas that it could not be awakened
- by these words. With a movement of compunction, as new and strange to
- him as everything else within the last hour, he started from his chair,
- and went close up to Jem, looking at him as if he wanted to assure
- himself of the expression in his face.
-
- 'I was wrong,' he said- 'yes, yes- I ought to have thought. There's
- nothing to witness against you, Jem. Only you'd been into my house
- oftener than anybody else, and so you came into my head. I don't accuse
- you- I won't accuse anybody- only,' he added, lifting up his hands to
- his head, and turning away with bewildered misery, 'I try- I try to
- think where my money can be.'
-
- 'Aye, aye, they're gone where it's hot enough to melt 'em, I doubt,'
- said Mr Macey.
-
- 'Tchuh!' said the farrier. And then he asked, with a cross-examining
- air, 'How much money might there be in the bags, Master Marner?'
-
- 'Two hundred and seventy-two pounds, twelve and sixpence, last night
- when I counted it,' said Silas, seating himself again, with a groan.
-
- 'Pooh! why, they'd be none so heavy to carry. Some tramp's been in,
- that's all; and as for the no footmarks, and the bricks and the sand
- being all right- why, your eyes are pretty much like a insect's, Master
- Marner; they're obliged to look so close, you can't see much at a time.
- It's my opinion as, if I'd been you, or you'd been me- for it comes to
- the same thing- you wouldn't have thought you'd found everything as you
- left it. But what I vote is, as two of the sensiblest o' the company
- should go with you to Master Kench, the constable's- he's ill i' bed, I
- know that much- and get him to appoint one of us his deppity; for that's
- the law, and I don't think anybody 'ull take upon him to contradick me
- there. it isn't much of a walk to Kench's; and then, if it's me as is
- deppity, I'll go back with you, Master Marner, and examine your
- primises; and if anybody's got any fault to find with that, I'll thank
- him to stand up and say it out like a man.'
-
- By this pregnant speech the farrier had re-established his
- self-complacency, and waited with confidence to hear himself named as
- one of the superlatively sensible men.
-
- 'Let us see how the night is, though,' said the landlord, who also
- considered himself personally concerned in this proposition. 'Why, it
- rains heavy still,' he said, returning from the door.
-
- 'Well, I'm not the man to be afraid o' the rain,' said the farrier. 'For
- it'll look bad when Justice Malam hears as respectable men like us had a
- information laid before 'em and took no steps.'
-
- The landlord agreed with this view, and after taking the sense of the
- company, and duly rehearsing a small ceremony known in high
- ecclesiastical life as the nolo episcopari, he consented to take on
- himself the chill dignity of going to Kench's. But to the farrier's
- strong disgust, Mr Macey now started an objection to his proposing
- himself as a deputy-constable; for that oracular old gentleman, claiming
- to know the law, stated, as a fact delivered to him by his father, that
- no doctor could be a constable.
-
- 'And you're a doctor, I reckon, though you're only a cow-doctor- for a
- fly's a fly, though it may be a hoss-fly,' concluded Mr Macey, wondering
- a little at his own ''cuteness'.
-
- There was a hot debate upon this, the farrier being of course indisposed
- to renounce the quality of doctor, but contending that a doctor could be
- a constable if he liked- the law meant, he needn't be one if he didn't
- like. Mr Macey thought this was nonsense, since the law was not likely
- to be fonder of doctors than of other folks. Moreover, if it was in the
- nature of doctors more than of other men not to like being constables,
- how came Mr Dowlas to be so eager to act in that capacity?
-
- 'I don't want to act the constable,' said the farrier, driven into a
- corner by this merciless reasoning; 'and there's no man can say it of
- me, if he'd tell the truth. But if there's to be any jealousy and
- envying about going to Kench's in the rain, let them go as like it- you
- won't get me to go, I can tell you.'
-
- By the landlord's intervention, however, the dispute was accommodated.
- Mr Dowlas consented to go as a second person disinclined to act
- officially; and so poor Silas, furnished with some old coverings, turned
- out with his two companions into the rain again, thinking of the long
- night-hours before him, not as those do who long to rest, but as those
- who expect to 'watch for the morning'.
-
- CHAPTER EIGHT
-
- WHEN Godfrey Cass returned from Mrs Osgood's party at midnight, he was
- not much surprised to learn that Dunsey had not come home. Perhaps he
- had not sold Wildfire, and was waiting for another chance- perhaps, on
- that foggy afternoon, he had preferred housing himself at the Red Lion
- at Batherley for the night, if the run had kept him in that
- neighbourhood; for he was not likely to feel much concern about leaving
- his brother in suspense. Godfrey's mind was too full of Nancy Lammeter's
- looks and behaviour, too full of the exasperation against himself and
- his lot, which the sight of her always produced in him, for him to give
- much thought to Wildfire or to the probabilities of Dunstan's conduct.
-
- The next morning the whole village was excited by the story of the
- robbery, and Godfrey, like everyone else, was occupied in gathering and
- discussing news about it, and in visiting the Stone-pits. The rain had
- washed away all possibility of distinguishing footmarks, but a close
- investigation of the spot had disclosed, in the direction opposite to
- the village, a tinder-box, with a flint and steel, half sunk in the mud.
- It was not Silas's tinder-box, for the only one he had ever had was
- still standing on his shelf; and the inference generally accepted was,
- that the tinder-box in the ditch was somehow connected with the robbery.
- A small minority shook their heads, and intimated their opinion that it
- was not a robbery to have much light thrown on it by tinder-boxes, that
- Master Marner's tale had a queer look with it, and that such things had
- been known as a man's doing himself a mischief, and then setting the
- justice to look for the doer. But when questioned closely as to their
- grounds for this opinion, and what Master Marner had to gain by such
- false pretences, they only shook their heads as before, and observed
- that there was no knowing what some folks counted gain; moreover, that
- everybody had a right to their own opinions, grounds or no grounds, and
- that the weaver, as everybody knew, partly crazy. Mr Macey, though he
- joined in the defence of Marner against all suspicions of deceit, also
- pooh-poohed the tinder-box; indeed, repudiated it as a rather impious
- suggestion, tending to imply that everything must be done by human
- hands, and that there was no power which could make away with the
- guineas without moving the bricks. Nevertheless, he turned round rather
- sharply on Mr Tookey, when the zealous deputy, feeling that this was a
- view of the case peculiarly suited to a parish-clerk, carried it still
- farther, and doubted whether it was right to inquire into a robbery at
- all when the circumstances were so mysterious.
-
- 'As if,' concluded Mr Tookey- 'as if there was nothing but what could be
- made out by justices and constables.'
-
- 'Now, don't you be for overshooting the mark, Tookey,' said Mr Macey,
- nodding his head aside, admonishingly. 'That's what you're allays at; if
- I throw a stone and hit, you think there's summat better than hitting,
- and you try to throw a stone beyond. What I said was against the
- tinder-box: I said nothing against justices and constables, for they're
- o' King George's making, and it 'ud be ill-becoming a man in a parish
- office to fly out again' King George.'
-
- While these discussions were going on amongst the group outside the
- Rainbow, a higher consultation was being carried on within, under the
- presidency of Mr Crackenthorp, the rector, assisted by Squire Cass and
- other substantial parishioners. It had just occurred to Mr Snell, the
- landlord- he being, as he observed, a man accustomed to put two and two
- together- to connect with the tinder-box which, as deputy-constable, he
- himself had had the honourable distinction of finding, certain
- recollections of a pedlar who had called to drink at the house about a
- month before, and had actually stated that he carried a tinder-box about
- with him to light his pipe. Here, surely, was a clue to be followed out.
- And as memory, when duly impregnated with ascertained facts, is
- sometimes surprisingly fertile, Mr Snell gradually recovered a vivid
- impression of the effect produced on him by the pedlar's countenance and
- conversation. He had a 'look with his eye' which fell unpleasantly on Mr
- Snell's sensitive organism. To be sure, he didn't say anything
- particular- no, except that about the tinder-box- but it isn't what a
- man says, it's the way he says it. Moreover, he had a swarthy
- foreignness of complexion which boded little honesty.
-
- 'Did he wear ear-rings?' Mr Crackenthorp wished to know, having some
- acquaintance with foreign customs.
-
- 'Well- stay- let me see,' said Mr Snell, like a docile clairvoyante, who
- would really not make a mistake if she could help it. After stretching
- the corners of his mouth and contracting his eyes, as if he were trying
- to see the ear-rings, he appeared to give up the effort, and said,
- 'Well, he'd got ear-rings in his box to sell, so it's nat'ral to suppose
- he might wear 'em. But he called at every house, a'most, in the village:
- there's somebody else, mayhap, saw 'em in his ears, though I can't take
- upon me rightly to say.'
-
- Mr Snell was correct in his surmise, that somebody else would remember
- the pedlar's ear-rings. For, on the spread of inquiry among the
- villagers, it was stated with gathering emphasis, that the parson had
- wanted to know whether the pedlar wore ear-rings in his ears, and an
- impression was created that a great deal depended on the eliciting of
- this fact. Of course everyone who heard the question, not having any
- distinct image of the pedlar as without ear-rings, immediately had an
- image of him with ear-rings, larger or smaller, as the case might be;
- and the image was presently taken for a vivid recollection, so that the
- glazier's wife, a well-intentioned woman, not given to lying, and whose
- house was among the cleanest in the village, was ready to declare, as
- sure as ever she meant to take the sacrament, the very next Christmas
- that was ever coming, that she had seen big ear-rings, in the shape of
- the young moon, in the pedlar's two ears; while Jinny Oates, the
- cobbler's daughter, being a more imaginative person, stated not only
- that she had seen them too, but that they had made her blood creep, as
- it did at that very moment while there she stood.
-
- Also, by way of throwing further light on this clue of the tinder-box, a
- collection was made of all the articles purchased from the pedlar at
- various houses and carried to the Rainbow to be exhibited there. In
- fact, there was a general feeling in the village, that for the
- clearing-up of this robbery there must be a great deal done at the
- Rainbow, and that no man need offer his wife an excuse for going there
- while it was the scene of severe public duties.
-
- Some disappointment was felt, and perhaps a little indignation also,
- when it became known that Silas Marner, on being questioned by the
- Squire and the parson, had retained no other recollection of the pedlar
- than that he had called at his door, but had not entered his house,
- having turned away at once when Silas, holding the door ajar, had said
- that he wanted nothing. This had been Silas's testimony, though he
- clutched strongly at the idea of the pedlar's being the culprit, if only
- because it gave him a definite image of a whereabout for his gold, after
- it had been taken away from its hiding-place: he could see it now in the
- pedlar's box. But it was observed with some irritation in the village,
- that anybody but a 'blind creatur' like Marner would have seen the man
- prowling about, for how came he to leave his tinder-box in the ditch
- close by, if he hadn't been lingering there? Doubtless, he had made his
- observations when he saw Marner at the door. Anybody might know- and
- only look at him- that the weaver was a half-crazy miser. It was a
- wonder the pedlar hadn't murdered him; men of that sort, with rings in
- their ears, had been known for murderers often and often; there had been
- one tried at the 'sizes, not so long ago but what there were people
- living who remembered it.
-
- Godfrey Cass, indeed, entering the Rainbow during one of Mr Snell's
- frequently repeated recitals of his testimony, had treated it lightly,
- stating that he himself had bought a pen-knife of the pedlar, and
- thought him a merry grinning fellow enough; it was all nonsense, he
- said, about the man's evil looks. But this was spoken of in the village
- as the random talk of youth, 'as if it was only Mr Snell who had seen
- something odd about the pedlar!' On the contrary, there were at least
- half-a-dozen who were ready to go before Justice Malam, and give in much
- more striking testimony than any the landlord could furnish. It was to
- be hoped Mr Godfrey would not go to Tarley and throw cold water on what
- Mr Snell said there, and so prevent the justice from drawing up a
- warrant. He was suspected of intending this, when, after mid-day, he was
- seen setting off on horseback in the direction of Tarley.
-
- But by this time Godfrey's interest in the robbery had faded before his
- growing anxiety about Dunstan and Wildfire, and he was going, not to
- Tarley, but to Batherley, unable to rest in uncertainty about them any
- longer. The possibility that Dunstan had played him the ugly trick of
- riding away with Wildfire, to return at the end of a month, when he had
- gambled away or otherwise squandered the price of the horse, was a fear
- that urged itself upon him more, even, than the thought of an accidental
- injury; and now that the dance at Mrs Osgood's was past, he was
- irritated with himself that he had trusted his horse to Dunstan. Instead
- of trying to still his fears, he encouraged them, with that
- superstitious impression which clings to us all, that if we expect evil
- very strongly it is the less likely to come; and when he heard a horse
- approaching at a trot, and saw a hat rising above a hedge beyond an
- angle of the lane, he felt as if his conjuration had succeeded. But no
- sooner did the horse come within sight, than his heart sank again. It
- was not Wildfire; and in a few moments more he discerned that the rider
- was not Dunstan, but Bryce, who pulled up to speak, with a face that
- implied something disagreeable.
-
- 'Well, Mr Godfrey, that's a lucky brother of yours, that Master Dunsey,
- isn't he?'
-
- 'What do you mean?' said Godfrey, hastily.
-
- 'Why, hasn't he been home yet?' said Bryce.
-
- 'Home? no. What has happened? Be quick. What has he done with my horse?'
-
- 'Ah, I thought it was yours, though he pretended you had parted with it
- to him.'
-
- 'Has he thrown him down and broken his knees?' said Godfrey, flushed
- with exasperation.
-
- 'Worse than that,' said Bryce. 'You see, I'd made a bargain with him to
- buy the horse for a hundred and twenty- a swinging price, but I always
- liked the horse. And what does he do but go and stake him- fly at a
- hedge with stakes in it, atop of a bank with a ditch before it. The
- horse had been dead a pretty good while when he was found. So he hasn't
- been home since, has he?'
-
- 'Home? no,' said Godfrey, 'and he'd better keep away. Confound me for a
- fool! I might have known this would be the end of it.'
-
- 'Well, to tell you the truth,' said Bryce, 'after I'd bargained for the
- horse, it did come into my head that he might be riding and selling the
- horse without your knowledge, for I didn't believe it was his own. I
- knew Master Dunsey was up to his tricks sometimes. But where can he be
- gone? He's never been seen at Batherley. He couldn't have been hurt, for
- he must have walked off.'
-
- 'Hurt?' said Godfrey, bitterly. 'He'll never be hurt- he's made to hurt
- other people.'
-
- 'And so you did give him leave to sell the horse, eh?' said Bryce.
-
- 'Yes; I wanted to part with the horse- he was always a little too hard
- in the mouth for me,' said Godfrey; his pride making him wince under the
- idea that Bryce guessed the sale to be a matter of necessity. 'I was
- going to see after him- I thought some mischief had happened. I'll go
- back now,' he added, turning the horse's head, and wishing he could get
- rid of Bryce; for he felt that the long-dreaded crisis in his life was
- close upon him. 'You're coming on to Raveloe, aren't you?'
-
- 'Well, no, not now,' said Bryce. 'I was coming round there, for I had to
- go to Flitton, and I thought I might as well take you in my way, and
- just let you know all I knew myself about the horse. I suppose Master
- Dunsey didn't like to show himself till the ill news had blown over a
- bit. He's perhaps gone to pay a visit at the Three Crowns, by
- Whitbridge- I know he's fond of the house.'
-
- 'Perhaps he is,' said Godfrey, rather absently. Then rousing himself, he
- said, with an effort at carelessness, 'We shall hear of him soon enough,
- I'll be bound.'
-
- 'Well, here's my turning,' said Bryce, not surprised to perceive that
- Godfrey was rather 'down'; 'so I'll bid you good day, and wish I may
- bring you better news another time.'
-
- Godfrey rode along slowly, representing to himself the scene of
- confession to his father from which he felt that there was now no longer
- any escape. The revelation about the money must be made the very next
- morning; and if he withheld the rest, Dunstan would be sure to come back
- shortly, and finding that he must bear the brunt of his father's anger,
- would tell the whole story out of spite, even though he had nothing to
- gain by it. There was one step, perhaps, by which he might still win
- Dunstan's silence and put off the evil day: he might tell his father
- that he had himself spent the money paid to him by Fowler; and as he had
- never been guilty of such an offence before, the affair would blow over
- after a little storming. But Godfrey could not bend himself to this. He
- felt that in letting Dunstan have the money, he had already been guilty
- of a breach of trust hardly less culpable than that of spending the
- money directly for his own behoof; and yet there was a distinction
- between the two acts which made him feel that the one was so much more
- blackening than the other as to be intolerable to him.
-
- 'I don't pretend to be a good fellow,' he said to himself; 'but I'm not
- a scoundrel- at least, I'll stop short somewhere. I'll bear the
- consequences of what I have done sooner than make believe I've done what
- I never would have done. I'd never have spent the money for my own
- pleasure- I was tortured into it.'
-
- Through the remainder of this day Godfrey, with only occasional
- fluctuations, kept his will bent in the direction of a complete avowal
- to his father, and he withheld the story of Wildfire's loss till the
- next morning, that it might serve him as an introduction to heavier
- matter. The old Squire was accustomed to his son's frequent absence from
- home, and thought neither Dunstan's nor Wildfire's non-appearance a
- matter calling for remark. Godfrey said to himself again and again, that
- if he let slip this one opportunity of confession, he might never have
- another; the revelation might be made even in a more odious way than by
- Dunstan's malignity: she might come, as she had threatened to do. And
- then he tried to make the scene easier to himself by rehearsal: he made
- up his mind how he would pass from the admission of his weakness in
- letting Dunstan have the money to the fact that Dunstan had a hold on
- him which he had been unable to shake off, and how he would work up his
- father to expect something very bad before he told him the fact. The old
- Squire was an implacable man: he made resolutions in violent anger, but
- he was not to be moved from them after his anger had subsided- as fiery
- volcanic matters cool and harden into rock. Like many violent and
- implacable men, he allowed evils to grow under favour of his own
- heedlessness, till they pressed upon him with exasperating force, and
- then he turned round with fierce severity and became unrelentingly hard.
- This was his system with his tenants: he allowed them to get into
- arrears, neglect their fences, reduce their stock, sell their straw, and
- otherwise go the wrong way,- and then, when he became short of money in
- consequence of this indulgence, he took the hardest measures and would
- listen to no appeal. Godfrey knew all this, and felt it with the greater
- force because he had constantly suffered annoyance from witnessing his
- father's sudden fits of unrelentingness, for which his own habitual
- irresolution deprived him of all sympathy. (He was not critical on the
- faulty indulgence which preceded these fits; that seemed to him natural
- enough.) Still there was just the chance, Godfrey thought, that his
- father's pride might see this marriage in a light that would induce him
- to hush it up, rather than turn his son out and make the family the talk
- of the country for ten miles round.
-
- This was the view of the case that Godfrey managed to keep before him
- pretty closely till midnight, and he went to sleep thinking that he had
- done with inward debating. But when he awoke in the still morning
- darkness he found it impossible to reawaken his evening thoughts; it was
- as if they had been tired out and were not to be roused to further work.
- Instead of arguments for confession, he could now feel the presence of
- nothing but its evil consequences: the old dread of disgrace came back-
- the old shrinking from the thought of raising a hopeless barrier between
- himself and Nancy- the old disposition to rely on chances which might be
- favourable to him, and save him from betrayal. Why, after all, should he
- cut off the hope of them by his own act? He had seen the matter in a
- wrong light yesterday. He had been in a rage with Dunstan, and had
- thought of nothing but a thorough break-up of their mutual
- understanding; but what it would be really wisest for him to do, was to
- try and soften his father's anger against Dunsey, and keep things as
- nearly as possible in their old condition. If Dunsey did not come back
- for a few days (and Godfrey did not know but that the rascal had enough
- money in his pocket to enable him to keep away still longer), everything
- might blow over.
-
- CHAPTER NINE
-
- GODFREY rose and took his own breakfast earlier than usual, but lingered
- in the wainscoted parlour till his younger brothers had finished their
- meal and gone out, awaiting his father, who always went out and had a
- walk with his managing-man before breakfast. Everyone breakfasted at a
- different hour in the Red House, and the Squire was always the latest,
- giving a long chance to a rather feeble morning appetite before he tried
- it. The table had been spread with substantial eatables nearly two hours
- before he presented himself- a tall, stout man of sixty, with a face in
- which the knit brow and rather hard glance seemed contradicted by the
- slack and feeble mouth. His person showed marks of habitual neglect, his
- dress was slovenly; and yet there was something in the presence of the
- old Squire distinguishable from that of the ordinary farmers in the
- parish, who were perhaps every whit as refined as he, but, having
- slouched their way through life with a consciousness of being in the
- vicinity of their 'betters', wanted that self-possession and
- authoritativeness of voice and carriage which belonged to a man who
- thought of superiors as remote existences, with whom he had personally
- little more to do than with America or the stars. The Squire had been
- used to parish homage all his life, used to the pre-supposition that his
- family, his tankards, and everything that was his, were the oldest and
- best; and as he never associated with any gentry higher than himself,
- his opinion was not disturbed by comparison.
-
- He glanced at his son as he entered the room, and said, 'What, sir!
- haven't you had your breakfast yet?' but there was no pleasant morning
- greeting between them; not because of any unfriendliness, but because
- the sweet flower of courtesy is not a growth of such homes as the Red
- House.
-
- 'Yes, sir,' said Godfrey, 'I've had my breakfast, but I was waiting to
- speak to you.'
-
- 'Ah! well,' said the Squire, throwing himself indifferently into his
- chair, and speaking in a ponderous coughing fashion, which was felt in
- Raveloe to be a sort of privilege of his rank, while he cut a piece of
- beef, and held it up before the deer-hound that had come in with him,
- 'Ring the bell for my ale, will you? You youngsters' business is your
- own pleasure, mostly. There's no hurry about it for anybody but
- yourselves.'
-
- The Squire's life was quite as idle as his sons', but it was a fiction
- kept up by himself and his contemporaries in Raveloe that youth was
- exclusively the period of folly, and that their aged wisdom was
- constantly in a state of endurance mitigated by sarcasm. Godfrey waited,
- before he spoke again, until the ale had been brought and the door
- closed- an interval during which Fleet, the deer-hound, had consumed
- enough bits of beef to make a poor man's holiday dinner.
-
- 'There's been a cursed piece of ill-luck with Wildfire,' he began;
- 'happened the day before yesterday.'
-
- 'What! broke his knees?' said the Squire, after taking a draught of ale.
- 'I thought you knew how to ride better than that, sir. I never threw a
- horse down in my life. If I had, I might ha' whistled for another, for
- my father wasn't quite so ready to unstring as some other fathers I know
- of. But they must turn over a new leaf- they must. What with mortgages
- and arrears, I'm as short o' cash as a roadside pauper. And that fool
- Kimble says the newspaper's talking about peace. Why, the country
- wouldn't have a leg to stand on. Prices 'ud run down like a jack, and I
- should never get my arrears, not if I sold all the fellows up. And
- there's that damned Fowler, I won't put up with him any longer; I've
- told Winthrop to go to Cox this very day. The lying scoundrel told me
- he'd be sure to pay me a hundred last month. He takes advantage because
- he's on that outlying farm, and thinks I shall forget him.'
-
- The Squire had delivered this speech in a coughing and interrupted
- manner, but with no pause long enough for Godfrey to make it a pretext
- for taking up the word again. He felt that his father meant to ward off
- any request for money on the ground of the misfortune with Wildfire, and
- that the emphasis he had thus been led to lay on his shortness of cash
- and his arrears was likely to produce an attitude of mind the most
- unfavourable for his own disclosure. But he must go on, now he had
- begun.
-
- 'It's worse than breaking the horse's knees- he's been staked and
- killed,' lie said, as soon as his father was silent, and had begun to
- cut his meat. 'But I wasn't thinking of asking you to buy me another
- horse; I was only thinking I had lost the means of paying you with the
- price of Wildfire, as I'd meant to do. Dunsey took him to the hunt to
- sell him for me the other day, and after he'd made a bargain for a
- hundred and twenty with Bryce, he went after the hounds, and took some
- fool's leap or other, that did for the horse at once. If it hadn't been
- for that, I should have paid you a hundred pounds this morning.'
-
- The Squire had laid down his knife and fork, and was staring at his son
- in amazement, not being sufficiently quick of brain to form a probable
- guess as to what could have caused so strange an inversion of the
- paternal and filial relations as this proposition of his son to pay him
- a hundred pounds.
-
- 'The truth is, sir- I'm very sorry- I was quite to blame,' said Godfrey.
- 'Fowler did pay that hundred pounds. He paid it to me, when I was over
- there one day last month. And Dunsey bothered me for the money, and I
- let him have it, because I hoped I should be able to pay it you before
- this.'
-
- The Squire was purple with anger before his son had done speaking, and
- found utterance difficult. 'You let Dunsey have it, sir? And how long
- have you been so thick with Dunsey that you must collogue with him to
- embezzle my money? Are you turning out a scamp? I tell you, I won't have
- it. I'll turn the whole pack of you out of the house together, and marry
- again. I'd have you to remember, sir, my property's got no entail on it;
- since my grandfather's time the Casses can do as they like with their
- land. Remember that, sir. Let Dunsey have the money! Why should you let
- Dunsey have the money? There's some lie at the bottom of it.'
-
- 'There's no lie, sir,' said Godfrey. 'I wouldn't have spent the money
- myself, but Dunsey bothered me, and I was a fool and let him have it.
- But I meant to pay it, whether he did or not. That's the whole story. I
- never meant to embezzle money, and I'm not the man to do it. You never
- knew me do a dishonest trick, sir.'
-
- 'Where's Dunsey, then? What do you stand talking there for? Go and fetch
- Dunsey, as I tell you, and let him give account of what he wanted the
- money for, and what's he's done with it. He shall repent it. I'll turn
- him out. I said I would, and I'll do it. He shan't brave me. Go and
- fetch him.'
-
- 'Dunsey isn't come back, sir.'
-
- 'What! did he break his own neck then?' said the Squire, with some
- disgust at the idea that, in that case, he could not fulfil his threat.
-
- 'No, he wasn't hurt, I believe, for the horse was found dead, and Dunsey
- must have walked off. I daresay we shall see him again by and by. I
- don't know where he is.'
-
- 'And what must you be letting him have my money for? Answer me that,'
- said the Squire, attacking Godfrey again, since Dunsey was not within
- reach.
-
- 'Well, sir, I don't know,' said Godfrey, hesitatingly. That was a feeble
- evasion, but Godfrey was not fond of lying, and, not being sufficiently
- aware that no sort of duplicity can long flourish without the help of
- vocal falsehoods, he was quite unprepared with invented motives.
-
- 'You don't know? I tell you what it is, sir. You've been up to some
- trick, and you've been bribing him not to tell,' said the Squire, with a
- sudden acuteness which startled Godfrey, who felt his heart beat
- violently at the nearness of his father's guess. The sudden alarm pushed
- him on to take the next step- a very slight impulse suffices for that on
- a downward road.
-
- 'Why, sir,' he said, trying to speak with careless ease, 'it was a
- little affair between me and Dunsey; it's no matter to anybody else.
- it's hardly worth while to pry into young men's fooleries: it wouldn't
- have made any difference to you, sir, if I'd not had the bad luck to
- lose Wildfire. I should have paid you the money.'
-
- 'Fooleries! Pshaw! it's time you'd done with fooleries. And I'd have you
- know, sir, you must ha' done with 'em,' said the Squire, frowning and
- casting an angry glance at his son. 'Your goings-on are not what I shall
- find money for any longer. There's my grandfather had his stables full
- o' horses, and kept a good house too, and in worse times, by what I can
- make out; and so might I, if I hadn't four good-for-nothing fellows to
- hang on me like horse-leeches. I've been too good a father to you all-
- that's what it is. But I shall pull up, sir.'
-
- Godfrey was silent. He was not likely to be very penetrating in his
- judgments, but he had always had a sense that his father's indulgence
- had not been kindness, and had had a vague longing for some discipline
- that would have checked his own errant weakness, and helped his better
- will. The Squire ate his bread and meat hastily, took a deep draught of
- ale, then turned his chair from the table, and began to speak again.
-
- 'It'll be all the worse for you, you know- you'd need try and help me
- keep things together.'
-
- 'Well, sir, I've often offered to take the management of things, but you
- know you've taken it ill always, and seemed to think I wanted to push
- you out of your place.'
-
- 'I know nothing o' your offering or o' my taking it ill,' said the
- Squire, whose memory consisted in certain strong impressions unmodified
- by detail; 'but I know, one while you seemed to be thinking o' marrying,
- and I didn't offer to put any obstacles in your way, as some fathers
- would. I'd as lieve you married Lammeter's daughter as anybody. I
- suppose, if I'd said you nay, you'd ha' kept on with it; but, for want
- o' contradiction you've changed your mind. You're a shilly-shally
- fellow: you take after your poor mother. She never had a will of her
- own; a woman has no call for one, if she's got a proper man for her
- husband. But your wife had need have one, for you hardly know your own
- mind enough to make both your legs walk one way. The lass hasn't said
- downright she won't have you, has she?'
-
- 'No,' said Godfrey, feeling very hot and uncomfortable; 'but I don't
- think she will.'
-
- 'Think! why, haven't you the courage to ask her? Do you stick to it, you
- want to have her- that's the thing?'
-
- 'There's no other woman I want to marry,' said Godfrey, evasively.
-
- 'Well, then, let me make the offer for you, that's all, if you haven't
- the pluck to do it yourself. Lammeter isn't likely to be loath for his
- daughter to marry into my family, I should think. And as for the pretty
- lass, she wouldn't have her cousin- and there's nobody else, as I see,
- could ha' stood in your way.'
-
- 'I'd rather let it be, please sir, at present,' said Godfrey, in alarm.
- 'I think she's a little offended with me just now, and I should like to
- speak for myself. A man must manage these things for himself.'
-
- 'Well, speak then and manage it, and see if you can't turn over a new
- leaf. That's what a man must do when he thinks o' marrying.'
-
- 'I don't see how I can think of it at present, sir. You wouldn't like to
- settle me on one of the farms, I suppose, and I don't think she'd come
- to live in this house with all my brothers. It's a different sort of
- life to what she's been used to.'
-
- 'Not come to live in this house? Don't tell me. You ask her, that's
- all,' said the Squire, with a short, scornful laugh.
-
- 'I'd rather let the thing be, at present, sir,' said Godfrey. 'I hope
- you won't try to hurry it on by saying anything.'
-
- 'I shall do what I choose,' said the Squire, 'and I shall let you know
- I'm master; else you may turn out and find an estate to drop into
- somewhere else. Go out and tell Winthrop not to go to Cox's, but wait
- for me. And tell 'em to get my horse saddled. And stop: look out and get
- that hack o' Dunsey's sold, and hand me the money, will you? He'll keep
- no more hacks at my expense. And if you know where he's sneaking- I
- daresay you do- you may tell him to spare himself the journey o' coming
- back home. Let him turn ostler, and keep himself. He shan't hang on me
- any more.'
-
- 'I don't know where he is, sir; and if I did, it isn't my place to tell
- him to keep away,' said Godfrey, moving towards the door.
-
- 'Confound it, sir, don't stay arguing, but go and order my horse,' said
- the Squire, taking up a pipe.
-
- Godfrey left the room, hardly knowing whether he were more relieved by
- the sense that the interview was ended without having made any change in
- his position, or more uneasy that he had entangled himself still further
- in prevarication and deceit. What had passed about his proposing to
- Nancy had raised a new alarm, lest by some after-dinner words of his
- father's to Mr Lammeter he should be thrown into the embarrassment of
- being obliged to absolutely decline her when she seemed to be within his
- reach. He fled to his usual refuge, that of hoping for some unforeseen
- turn of fortune, some favourable chance which would save him from
- unpleasant consequences- perhaps even "justify his insincerity by
- manifesting its prudence. And in this point of trusting to some throw of
- fortune's dice, Godfrey can hardly be called specially old-fashioned.
- Favourable Chance, I fancy, is the god of all men who follow their own
- devices instead of obeying a law they believe in. Let even a polished
- man of these days get into a position he is ashamed to avow, and his
- mind will be bent on all the possible issues that may deliver him from
- the calculable results of that position. Let him live outside his
- income, or shirk the resolute honest work that brings wages, and he will
- presently find himself dreaming of a possible benefactor, a possible
- simpleton who may be cajoled into using his interest, a possible state
- of mind in some possible person not yet forthcoming. Let him neglect the
- responsibilities of his office, and he will inevitably anchor himself on
- the chance, that the thing left undone may turn out not to be of the
- supposed importance. Let him betray his friend's confidence, and he will
- adore that same cunning complexity called Chance, which gives him the
- hope that his friend will never know; let him forsake a decent craft
- that he may pursue the gentilities of a profession to which nature never
- called him, and his religion will infallibly be the worship of blessed
- Chance, which he will believe in as the mighty creator of success. The
- evil principle deprecated in that religion, is the orderly sequence by
- which the seed brings forth a crop after its kind.
-
- CHAPTER TEN
-
- JUSTICE MALAM was naturally regarded in Tarley and Raveloe as a man of
- capacious mind, seeing that he could draw much wider conclusions without
- evidence than could be expected of his neighbours who were not on the
- Commission of the Peace. Such a man was not likely to neglect the clue
- of the tinder-box, and an inquiry was set on foot concerning a pedlar,
- name unknown, with curly black hair and a foreign complexion, carrying a
- box of cutlery and jewellery, and wearing large rings in his ears. But
- either because inquiry was too slow-footed to overtake him, or because
- the description applied to so many pedlars that inquiry did not know how
- to choose among them, weeks passed away, and there was no other result
- concerning the robbery than a gradual cessation of the excitement it had
- caused in Raveloe. Dunstan Cass's absence was hardly a subject of
- remark: he had once before had a quarrel with his father, and had gone
- off, nobody knew whither, to return at the end of six weeks, take up his
- old quarters unforbidden, and swagger as usual. His own family, who
- equally expected this issue, with the sole difference that the Squire
- was determined this time to forbid him the old quarters, never mentioned
- his absence; and when his uncle Kimble or Mr Osgood noticed it, the
- story of his having killed Wildfire, and committed some offence against
- his father, was enough to prevent surprise. To connect the fact of
- Dunsey's disappearance with that of the robbery occurring on the same
- day, lay quite away from the track of everyone's thought- even
- Godfrey's, who had better reason than anyone else to know what his
- brother was capable of. He remembered no mention of the weaver between
- them since the time, twelve years ago, when it was their boyish sport to
- deride him; and, besides, his imagination constantly created an alibi
- for Dunstan: he saw him continually in some congenial haunt, to which he
- had walked off on leaving Wildfire- saw him sponging on chance
- acquaintances, and meditating a return home to the old amusement of
- tormenting his elder brother. Even if any brain in Raveloe had put the
- said two facts together, I doubt whether a combination so injurious to
- the prescriptive respectability of a family with a mural monument and
- venerable tankards, would not have been suppressed as of unsound
- tendency. But Christmas puddings, brawn, and abundance of spirituous
- liquors, throwing the mental originality into the channel of nightmare,
- are great preservatives against a dangerous spontaneity of waking
- thought.
-
- When the robbery was talked of at the Rainbow and elsewhere, in good
- company, the balance continued to waver between the rational explanation
- founded on the tinder-box, and the theory of an impenetrable mystery
- that mocked investigation. The advocates of the tinder-box-and-pedlar
- view considered the other side a muddle-headed and credulous set, who,
- because they themselves were wall-eyed, supposed everybody else to have
- the same blank outlook; and the adherents of the inexplicable, more than
- hinted that their antagonists were animals inclined to crow before they
- had found any corn- mere skimming-dishes in point of depth- whose
- clear-sightedness consisted in supposing there was nothing behind a
- barn-door because they couldn't see through it; so that, though their
- controversy did not serve to elicit the fact concerning the robbery, it
- elicited some true opinions of collateral importance.
-
- But while poor Silas's loss served thus to brush the slow current of
- Raveloe conversation, Silas himself was feeling the withering desolation
- of that bereavement, about which his neighbours were arguing at their
- ease. To anyone who had observed him before he lost his gold, it might
- have seemed that so withered and shrunken a life as his could hardly be
- susceptible of a bruise, could hardly endure any subtraction but such as
- would put an end to it altogether. But in reality it had been an eager
- life, filled with immediate purpose, which fenced him in from the wide,
- cheerless unknown. It had been a clinging life; and though the object
- round which its fibres had clung was a dead disrupted thing, it
- satisfied the need for clinging. But now the fence was broken down- the
- support was snatched away. Marner's thoughts could no longer move in
- their old round, and were baffled by a blank like that which meets a
- plodding ant when the earth has broken away on its homeward path. The
- loom was there, and the weaving, and the growing pattern in the cloth;
- but the bright treasure in the hole under his feet was gone; the
- prospect of handling and counting it was gone: the evening had no
- phantasm of delight to still the poor soul's craving. The thought of the
- money he would get by his actual work could bring no joy, for its meagre
- image was only a fresh reminder of his loss; and hope was too heavily
- crushed by the sudden blow for his imagination to dwell on the growth of
- a new hoard from that small beginning.
-
- He filled up the blank with grief. As he sat weaving, he every now and
- then moaned low, like one in pain: it was the sign that his thoughts had
- come round again to the sudden chasm- to the empty evening-time. And all
- the evening, as he sat in his loneliness by his dull fire, he leaned his
- elbows on his knees, and clasped his head with his hands, and moaned
- very low- not as one who seeks to be heard.
-
- And yet he was not utterly forsaken in his trouble. The repulsion Marner
- had always created in his neighbours was partly dissipated by the new
- light in which this misfortune had shown him. Instead of a man who had
- more cunning than honest folks could come by, and, what was worse, had
- not the inclination to use that cunning in a neighbourly way, it was now
- apparent that Silas had not cunning enough to keep his own. He was
- generally spoken of as a 'poor mushed creatur'; and that avoidance of
- his neighbours, which had before been referred to his ill-will, and to a
- probable addiction to worse company, was now considered mere craziness.
-
- This change to a kindlier feeling was shown in various ways. The odour
- of Christmas cooking being on the wind, it was the season when
- superfluous pork and black puddings are suggestive of charity in
- well-to-do families; and Silas's misfortune had brought him uppermost in
- the memory of housekeepers like Mrs Osgood. Mr Crackenthorp, too, while
- he admonished Silas that his money had probably been taken from him
- because he thought too much of it, and never came to church, enforced
- the doctrine by a present of pigs' pettitoes, well calculated to
- dissipate unfounded prejudices against the clerical character.
- Neighbours, who had nothing but verbal consolation to give, showed a
- disposition not only to greet Silas, and discuss his misfortune at some
- length when they encountered him in the village, but also to take the
- trouble of calling at his cottage, and getting him to repeat all the
- details on the very spot; and then they would try to cheer him by
- saying: 'Well, Master Marner, you're no worse off nor other poor folks,
- after all; and if you was to be crippled, the parish 'ud give you a
- 'lowance.'
-
- I suppose one reason why we are seldom able to comfort our neighbours
- with our words is, that our goodwill gets adulterated, in spite of
- ourselves, before it can pass our lips. We can send black puddings and
- pettitoes without giving them a flavour of our egoism; but language is a
- stream that is almost sure to smack of a mingled soil. There was a fair
- proportion of kindness in Raveloe; but it was often of a beery and
- bungling sort, and took the shape least allied to the complimentary and
- hypocritical.
-
- Mr Macey, for example, coming one evening expressly to let Silas know
- that recent events had given him the advantage of standing more
- favourably in the opinion of a man whose judgment was not formed
- lightly, opened the conversation by saying, as soon as he had seated
- himself and adjusted his thumbs:
-
- 'Come, Master Marner, why, you've no call to sit a-moaning. You're a
- deal better off to ha' lost your money, nor to ha' kep it by foul means.
- I used to think, when you first come into these parts, as you were no
- better nor you should be; you were younger a deal than what you are now;
- but you were allays a staring, white-faced creatur, partly like a
- bald-faced calf, as I may say. But there's no knowing: it isn't every
- queer-looksed thing as Old Harry's had the making of- I mean, speaking
- o' toads and such; for they're often harmless, like, and useful against
- varmin. And it's pretty much the same wi' you, as fur as I can see.
- Though as to the yarbs and stuff to cure the breathing, if you brought
- that sort o' knowledge from distant parts, you might ha' been a bit
- freer of it. And if the knowledge wasn't well come by, why, you might
- ha' made up for it by coming to church reg'lar; for, as for the children
- as the Wise Woman charmed, I've been at the christening of 'em again and
- again, and they took the water just as well. And that's reasonable; for
- if Old Harry's a mind to do a bit o' kindness for a holiday, like, who's
- got anything against it? That's my thinking; and I've been clerk of this
- parish forty year, and I know, when the parson and me does the cussing
- of a Ash-Wednesday, there's no cussing o' folks as have a mind to be
- cured without a doctor, let Kimble say what he will. And so, Master
- Marner, as I was saying- for there's windings i' things as they may
- carry you to the fur end o' the prayer-book afore you get back to 'em-
- my advice is, as you keep up your sperrits; for as for thinking you're a
- deep 'un, and ha' got more inside you nor 'ull bear daylight, I'm not o'
- that opinion at all, and so I tell the neighbours. For, says I, you talk
- o' Master Marner making out a tale- why, it's nonsense, that is: it 'ud
- take a 'cute man to make a tale like that; and, says I, he looked as
- scared as a rabbit.'
-
- During this discursive address Silas had continued motionless in his
- previous attitude, leaning his elbows on his knees, and pressing his
- hands against his head. Mr Macey, not doubting that he had been listened
- to, paused, in the expectation of some appreciatory reply, but Marner
- remained silent. He had a sense that the old man meant to be
- good-natured and neighbourly; but the kindness fell on him as sunshine
- falls on the wretched- he had no heart to taste it, and felt that it was
- very far off him.
-
- 'Come, Master Marner, have you got nothing to say to that?' said Mr
- Macey at last, with a slight accent of impatience.
-
- 'Oh,' said Marner, slowly, shaking his head between his hands, 'I thank
- you- thank you- kindly.'
-
- 'Aye, aye, to be sure: I thought you would,' said Mr Macey; 'and my
- advice is- have you got a Sunday suit?'
-
- 'No,' said Marner.
-
- 'I doubted it was so,' said Mr Macey. 'Now, let me advise you to get a
- Sunday suit: there's Tookey, he's a poor creatur, but he's got my
- tailoring business, and some o' my money in it, and he shall make a suit
- at a low price, and give you trust, and then you can come to church, and
- be a bit neighbourly. Why you've never heared me say "Amen" since you
- come into these parts, and I recommend you to lose no time, for it'll be
- poor work when Tookey has it all to himself, for I mayn't be equil to
- stand i' the desk at all, come another winter.' Here Mr Macey paused,
- perhaps expecting some sign of emotion in his hearer; but not observing
- any, he went on. 'And as for the money for the suit o' clothes, why, you
- get a matter of a pound a-week at your weaving, Master Marner, and
- you're a young man, eh, for all you look so mushed. Why, you couldn't
- ha' been five-and-twenty when you come into these parts, eh?'
-
- Silas started a little at the change to a questioning tone, and answered
- mildly, 'I don't know; I can't rightly say- it's a long while since.'
-
- After receiving such an answer as this, it is not surprising that Mr
- Macey observed, later on in the evening at the Rainbow, that Marner's
- head was 'all of a muddle', and that it was to be doubted if he ever
- knew when Sunday came round, which showed him a worse heathen than many
- a dog.
-
- Another of Silas's comforters, besides Mr Macey, came to him with a mind
- highly charged on the same topic. This was Mrs Winthrop, the
- wheelwright's wife. The inhabitants of Raveloe were not severely regular
- in their churchgoing, and perhaps there was hardly a person in the
- parish who would not have held that to go to church every Sunday in the
- calendar would have shown a greedy desire to stand well with Heaven, and
- get an undue advantage over their neighbours- a wish to be better than
- the 'common run', that would have implied a reflection on those who had
- had godfathers and godmothers as well as themselves, and had an equal
- right to the burying-service. At the same time, it was understood to be
- requisite for all who were not household servants, or young men, to take
- the sacrament at one of the great festivals: Squire Cass himself took it
- on Christmas-day; while those who were held to be 'good livers' went to
- church with a greater, though still with moderate frequency.
-
- Mrs Winthrop was one of these: she was in all respects a woman of
- scrupulous conscience, so eager for duties, that life seemed to offer
- them too scantily unless she rose at half-past four, though this threw a
- scarcity of work over the more advanced hours of the morning, which it
- was a constant problem with her to remove. Yet she had not the vixenish
- temper which is sometimes supposed to be a necessary condition of such
- habits: she was a very mild, patient woman, whose nature it was to seek
- out all the sadder and more serious elements of life, and pasture her
- mind upon them. She was the person always first thought of in Raveloe
- when there was illness or death in a family, when leeches were to be
- applied, or there was a sudden disappointment in a monthly nurse. She
- was a 'comfortable woman'- good-looking, fresh-complexioned, having her
- lips always slightly screwed, as if she felt herself in a sick-room with
- the doctor or the clergyman present. But she was never whimpering; no
- one had seen her shed tears; she was simply grave and inclined to shake
- her head and sigh, almost imperceptibly, like a funereal mourner who is
- not a relation. It seemed surprising that Ben Winthrop, who loved his
- quart-pot and his joke, got along so well with Dolly; but she took her
- husband's jokes and joviality as patiently as everything else,
- considering that 'men would be so', and viewing the stronger sex in the
- light of animals whom it had pleased Heaven to make naturally
- troublesome, like bulls and turkey-cocks.
-
- This good wholesome woman could hardly fail to have her mind drawn
- strongly towards Silas Marner, now that he appeared in the light of a
- sufferer; and one Sunday afternoon she took her little boy Aaron with
- her, and went to call on Silas, carrying in her hand some small
- lard-cakes, flat paste-like articles, much esteemed in Raveloe. Aaron,
- an apple-cheeked youngster of seven, with a clean starched frill, which
- looked like a plate for the apples, needed all his adventurous curiosity
- to embolden him against the possibility that the big-eyed weaver might
- do him some bodily injury; and his dubiety was much increased when, on
- arriving at the Stone-pits, they heard the mysterious sound of the loom.
-
- 'Ah, it is as I thought,' said Mrs Winthrop, sadly.
-
- They had to knock loudly before Silas heard them; but when he did come
- to the door, he showed no impatience, as he would once have done, at a
- visit that had been unasked for and unexpected. Formerly, his heart had
- been as a locked casket with its treasure inside; but now the casket was
- empty, and the lock was broken. Left groping in darkness, with his prop
- utterly gone, Silas had inevitably a sense, though a dull and
- half-despairing one, that if any help came to him it must come from
- without; and there was a slight stirring of expectation at the sight of
- his fellow-men, a faint consciousness of dependence on their goodwill.
- He opened the door wide to admit Dolly, but without otherwise returning
- her greeting than by moving the armchair a few inches as a sign that she
- was to sit down in it. Dolly, as soon as she was seated, removed the
- white cloth that covered her lard-cakes, and said in her gravest way:
-
- 'I'd a baking yisterday, Master Marner, and the lard-cakes turned out
- better nor common, and I'd ha' asked you to accept some, if you'd
- thought well. I don't eat such things myself, for a bit o' bread's what
- I like from one year's end to the other; but men's stomichs are made so
- comical, they want a change- they do, I know, God help 'em.'
-
- Dolly sighed gently as she held out the cakes to Silas, who thanked her
- kindly, and looked very close at them, absently, being accustomed to
- look so at everything he took into his hand- eyed all the while by the
- wondering bright orbs of the small Aaron, who had made an outwork of his
- mother's chair, and was peeping round from behind it.
-
- 'There's letters pricked on 'em,' said Dolly. 'I can't read 'em myself,
- and there's nobody, not Mr Macey himself, rightly knows what they mean;
- but they've a good meaning, for they're the same as is on the
- pulpit-cloth at church. What are they, Aaron, my dear?'
-
- Aaron retreated completely behind his outwork.
-
- 'Oh, go, that's naughty,' said his mother, mildly. 'Well, whativer the
- letters are, they've a good meaning; and it's a stamp as has been in our
- house, Ben says, ever since he was a little un, and his mother used to
- put it on the cakes, and I've allays put it on too; for if there's any
- good, we've need of it i' this world.'
-
- 'It's I.H.S.' said Silas, at which proof of learning Aaron peeped round
- the chair again.
-
- 'Well, to be sure, you can read 'em off,' said Dolly. 'Ben's read 'em to
- me many and many a time, but they slip out o' my mind again; the more's
- the pity, for they're good letters, else they wouldn't be in the church;
- and so I prick 'em on all the loaves and all the cakes, though sometimes
- they won't hold, because o' the rising- for, as I said, if there's any
- good to be got, we've need on it i' this world- that we have; and I hope
- they'll bring good to you, Master Marner, for it's wi' that will I
- brought you the cakes; and you see the letters have held better nor
- common.'
-
- Silas was as unable to interpret the letters as Dolly, but there was no
- possibility of misunderstanding the desire to give comfort that made
- itself heard in her quiet tones. He said, with more feeling than before-
- 'Thank you- thank you kindly.' But he laid down the cake and seated
- himself absently- drearily unconscious of any distinct benefit towards
- which the cake and the letters, or even Dolly's kindness, could tend for
- him.
-
- 'Ah, if there's good anywhere, we've need of it,' repeated Dolly, who
- did not lightly forsake a serviceable phrase. She looked at Silas
- pityingly as she went on. 'But you didn't hear the church-bells this
- morning, Master Marner. I doubt you didn't know it was Sunday. Living so
- lone here, you lose your count, I daresay; and then, when your loom
- makes a noise, you can't hear the bells, more partic'lar now the frost
- kills the sound.'
-
- 'Yes, I did; I heard 'em,' said Silas, to whom Sunday bells were a mere
- accident of the day, and not part of its sacredness. There had been no
- bells in Lantern Yard.
-
- 'Dear heart!' said Dolly, pausing before she spoke again. 'But what a
- pity it is you should work of a Sunday, and not clean yourself- if you
- didn't go to church; for if you'd a roasting bit, it might be as you
- couldn't leave it, being a lone man. But there's the bakehus, if you
- could make up your mind to spend a twopence on the oven now and then,-
- not every week, in course- I shouldn't like to do that myself,- you
- might carry your bit o' dinner there, for it's nothing but right to have
- a bit o' summat hot of a Sunday, and not to make it as you can't know
- your dinner from Saturday. But now, upo' Christmas-day, this blessed
- Christmas as is ever coming, if you was to take your dinner to the
- bakehus, and go to church, and see the holly and the yew, and hear the
- anthim, and then take the sacramen', you'd be a deal the better, and
- you'd know which end you stood on, and you could put your trust i' Them
- as knows better nor we do, seein' you'd ha' done what it lies on us all
- to do.'
-
- Dolly's exhortation, which was an unusually long effort of speech for
- her, was uttered in the soothing persuasive tone with which she would
- have tried to prevail on a sick man to take his medicine, or a basin of
- gruel for which he had no appetite. Silas had never before been closely
- urged on the point of his absence from church, which had only been
- thought of as a part of his general queerness; and he was too direct and
- simple to evade Dolly's appeal.
-
- 'Nay, nay,' he said, 'I know nothing o' church. I've never been to
- church.'
-
- 'No!' said Dolly, in a low tone of wonderment. Then bethinking herself
- of Silas's advent from an unknown country, she said, 'Could it ha' been
- as they'd no church where you was born?'
-
- 'Oh, yes,' said Silas, meditatively, sitting in his usual posture of
- leaning on his knees, and supporting his head. 'There was churches- a
- many- it was a big town. But I knew nothing of 'em- I went to chapel.'
-
- Dolly was much puzzled at this new word, but she was rather afraid of
- inquiring further, lest 'chapel' might mean some haunt of wickedness.
- After a little thought, she said:
-
- 'Well, Master Marner, it's niver too late to turn over a new leaf, and
- if you've niver had no church, there's no telling the good it'll do you.
- For I feel so set up and comfortable as niver was, when I've been and
- heard the prayers, and the singing to the praise and glory o' God, as Mr
- Macey gives out- and Mr Crackenthorp saying good words, and more
- particular on Sacramen' Day; and if a bit o' trouble comes, I feel as I
- can put up wi' it, for I've looked for help i' the right quarter, and
- gev myself up to Them as we must all give ourselves up to at the last;
- and if we'n done our part, it isn't to be believed as Them as are above
- us 'ull be worse nor we are, and come short o' Theirn.'
-
- Poor Dolly's exposition of her simple Raveloe theology fell rather
- unmeaningly on Silas's ears, for there was no word in it that could
- rouse a memory of what he had known as religion, and his comprehension
- was quite baffled by the plural pronoun, which was no heresy of Dolly's,
- but only her way of avoiding a presumptuous familiarity. He remained
- silent, not feeling inclined to assent to the part of Dolly's speech
- which he fully understood- her recommendation that he should go to
- church. Indeed, Silas was so unaccustomed to talk beyond the brief
- questions and answers necessary for the transaction of his simple
- business, that words did not easily come to him without the urgency of a
- distinct purpose.
-
- But now, little Aaron, having become used to the weaver's awful
- presence, had advanced to his mother's side, and Silas, seeming to
- notice him for the first time, tried to return Dolly's signs of goodwill
- by offering the lad a bit of lard-cake. Aaron shrank back a little, and
- rubbed his head against his mother's shoulder, but still thought the
- piece of cake worth the risk of putting his hand out for it.
-
- 'Oh, for shame, Aaron,' said his mother, taking him on her lap, however;
- 'why, you don't want cake again yet awhile. He's wonderful hearty,' she
- went on, with a little sigh- 'that he is, God knows. He's my youngest,
- and we spoil him sadly, for either me or the father must allays hev him
- in our sight- that we must.'
-
- She stroked Aaron's brown head, and thought it must do Master Marner
- good to see such a 'pictur of a child'. But Marner, on the other side of
- the hearth, saw the neat-featured rosy face as a mere dim round, with
- two dark spots in it.
-
- 'And he's got a voice like a bird- you wouldn't think,' Dolly went on;
- 'he can sing a Christmas carril as his father's taught him; and I take
- it for a token as he'll come to good, as he can learn the good tunes so
- quick. Come, Aaron, stan' up and sing the carril to Master Marner,
- come.'
-
- Aaron replied by rubbing his forehead against his mother's shoulder.
-
- 'Oh, that's naughty,' said Dolly, gently. 'Stan' up, when mother tells
- you, and let me hold the cake till you've done.'
-
- Aaron was not indisposed to display his talents, even to an ogre, under
- protecting circumstances; and after a few more signs of coyness,
- consisting chiefly in rubbing the backs of his hands over his eyes, and
- then peeping between them at Master Marner, to see if he looked anxious
- for the 'carril', he at length allowed his head to be duly adjusted, and
- standing behind the table, which let him appear above it only as far as
- his broad frill, so that he looked like a cherubic head untroubled with
- a body, he began with a clear chirp, and in a melody that had the rhythm
- of an industrious hammer,
-
-
- 'God rest you, merry gentlemen,
-
- Let nothing you dismay,
-
- For Jesus Christ our Savior
-
- Was born on Christmas-day.'
-
-
- Dolly listened with a devout look, glancing at Marner in some confidence
- that this strain would help to allure him to church.
-
- 'That's Christmas music,' she said, when Aaron had ended, and had
- secured his piece of cake again. 'There's no other music equil to the
- Christmas music- "Hark the erol angils sing." And you may judge what it
- is at church, Master Marner, with the bassoon and the voices, as you
- can't help thinking you've got to a better place a'ready- for I wouldn't
- speak ill o' this world, seeing as Them put us in it as knows best; but
- what wi' the drink, and the quarrelling, and the bad illnesses, and the
- hard dying, as I've seen times and times, one's thankful to hear of a
- better. The boy sings pretty, don't he, Master Marner?'
-
- 'Yes,' said Silas, absently, 'very pretty.'
-
- The Christmas carol, with its hammer-like rhythm, had fallen on his ears
- as strange music, quite unlike a hymn, and could have none of the effect
- Dolly contemplated. But he wanted to show her that he was grateful, and
- the only mode that occurred to him was to offer Aaron a bit more cake.
-
- 'Oh, no, thank you, Master Marner,' said Dolly, holding down Aaron's
- willing hands. 'We must be going home now. And so I wish you good-bye,
- Master Marner; and if you ever feel anyways bad in your inside, as you
- can't fend for yourself, I'll come and clean up for you, and get you a
- bit o' victual, and willing. But I beg and pray of you to leave off
- weaving of a Sunday, for it's bad for soul and body- and the money as
- comes i' that way 'ull be a bad bed to lie down on at the last, if it
- doesn't fly away, nobody knows where, like the white frost. And you'll
- excuse me being that free with you, Master Marner, for I wish you well-
- I do. Make your bow, Aaron.'
-
- Silas said 'Good-bye, and thank you, kindly', as he opened the door for
- Dolly, but he couldn't help feeling relieved when she was gone- relieved
- that he might weave again and moan at his ease. Her simple view of life
- and its comforts, by which she had tried to cheer him, was only like a
- report of unknown objects, which his imagination could not fashion. The
- fountains of human love and divine faith had not yet been unlocked and
- his soul was still the shrunken rivulet, with only this difference, that
- its little groove of sand was blocked up, and it wandered confusedly
- against dark obstruction.
-
- And so, notwithstanding the honest persuasions of Mr Macey and Dolly
- Winthrop, Silas spent his Christmas-day in loneliness, eating his meat
- in sadness of heart, though the meat had come to him as a neighbourly
- present. In the morning he looked out on the black frost that seemed to
- press cruelly on every blade of grass, while the half-icy red pool
- shivered under the bitter wind; but towards evening the snow began to
- fall, and curtained from him even that dreary outlook, shutting him
- close up with his narrow grief. And he sat in his robbed home through
- the livelong evening, not caring to close his shutters or lock his door,
- pressing his head between his hands and moaning, till the cold grasped
- him and told him that his fire was grey.
-
- Nobody in this world but himself knew that he was the same Silas Marner
- who had once loved his fellow with tender love, and trusted in an unseen
- goodness. Even to himself that past experience had become dim. But in
- Raveloe village the bells rang merrily, and the church was fuller than
- all through the rest of the year, with red faces among the abundant
- dark-green boughs- faces prepared for a longer service than usual by an
- odorous breakfast of toast and ale. Those green boughs, the hymn and
- anthem never heard but at Christmas- even the Athanasian Creed, which
- was discriminated from the others only as being longer and of
- exceptional virtue, since it was only read on rare occasions- brought a
- vague exulting sense, for which the grown men could as little have found
- words as the children, that something great and mysterious had been done
- for them in heaven above, and in earth below, which they were
- appropriating by their presence. And then the red faces made their way
- through the black biting frost to their own homes, feeling themselves
- free for the rest of the day to eat, drink, and be merry, and using that
- Christian freedom without diffidence.
-
- At Squire Cass's family party that day nobody mentioned Dunstan- nobody
- was sorry for his absence, or feared it would be too long. The doctor
- and his wife, uncle and aunt Kimble, were there, and the annual
- Christmas talk was carried through without any omissions, rising to the
- climax of Mr Kimble's experience when he walked the London hospitals
- thirty years back, together with striking professional anecdotes then
- gathered. Whereupon cards followed, with aunt Kimble's annual failure to
- follow suit, and uncle Kimble's irascibility concerning the odd trick
- which was rarely explicable to him, when it was not on his side, without
- a general visitation of tricks to see that they were formed on sound
- principles: the whole being accompanied by a strong steaming odour of
- spirits-and-water.
-
- But the party on Christmas-day, being a strictly family party, was not
- the pre-eminently brilliant celebration of the season at the Red House.
- It was the great dance on New Year's Eve that made the glory of Squire
- Cass's hospitality, as of his forefathers', time out of mind. This was
- the occasion when all the society of Raveloe and Tarley, whether old
- acquaintances separated by long rutty distances, or cooled acquaintances
- separated by misunderstandings concerning runaway calves, or
- acquaintances founded on intermittent condescension, counted on meeting
- and on comporting themselves with mutual appropriateness. This was the
- occasion on which fair dames who came on pillions sent their bandboxes
- before them, supplied with more than their evening costume; for the
- feast was not to end with a single evening, like a paltry entertainment,
- where the whole supply of eatables is put on the table at once, and
- bedding is scanty. The Red House was provisioned as if for a siege; and
- as for the spare feather-beds ready to be laid on floors, they were as
- plentiful as might naturally be expected in a family that had killed its
- own geese for many generations.
-
- Godfrey Cass was looking forward to this New Year's Eve with a foolish
- reckless longing, that made him half deaf to his importunate companion,
- Anxiety.
-
- 'Dunsey will becoming home soon: there will be a great blow-up, and how
- will you bribe his spite to silence?' said Anxiety.
-
- 'Oh, he won't come home before New Year's Eve, perhaps,' said Godfrey;
- 'and I shall sit by Nancy then, and dance with her, and get a kind look
- from her in spite of herself.'
-
- 'But money is wanted in another quarter,' said Anxiety, in a louder
- voice, 'and how will you get it without selling your mother's diamond
- pin? And if you don't get it...?'
-
- 'Well, but something may happen to make things easier. At any rate,
- there's one pleasure for me close at hand: Nancy is coming.'
-
- 'Yes, and suppose your father should bring matters to a pass that will
- oblige you to decline marrying her- and to give your reasons?'
-
- 'Hold your tongue, and don't worry me. I can see Nancy's eyes, just as
- they will look at me, and feel her hand in mine already?'
-
- But Anxiety went on, though in noisy Christmas company; refusing to be
- utterly quieted even by much drinking.
-